S.A.M.S/E.A.L.S (+ bm) x y/n stories! {discontinued}

worthless~ [human lunar part 2]

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song: https://youtu.be/1N0IJmASZZU

who x y/n?: human lunar x y/n

requested by: myself <3

theme: lunar angst (no fluff)

how much words?: 1494

tws: attempted suicide, self harm, suicidal lunar.

for lunar speaking its underlined

for the song lyrics its italic

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lunar was outside hanging out with y/n, bloodmoon and moon they were just sitting on a random bench they found.

im always so alone, even when surrounded, by people that i know, im always so astounded, by my ability, to ruin everything.

losing friends:

"we cant be friends anymore. youre too weird."

"oh.."

and starting fires:

im a dumbass and dont know what that means-

"everyone thinks im a liar.." lunar said to himself not noticing that the others heard him.

i always stay at home, cause im not good in public, i sit here on my phone, im always disappointed.. lunar thought to himself scrolling on tiktok.

i watch them live theirs lives.

"i wish that i were happy" lunar said to y/n tears appearing.

"victim of our *my* generation.." y/n said hugging lunar.

"time machines cannot erase it" lunar said looking away.

"WHO AM I SUPPOSED TO BE?!" lunar shouted at eclipse, "when will i be complete?!" he shouted again.

"when will you *they* be proud of me..? its getting harder to see.." lunar looked away tears streaming down as eclipse just stood there getting more and more annoyed at lunar.

slit my wrists:

lunar couldnt take it again more..

he promised y/n he wouldnt but..

he had to.

eclipse was making him more and more hated.

lunar took the razorblade and slit it across his wrist not noticing y/n watching.

bloody fists:

lunar had enough of eclipse.

he punched him.

and he regretted it so afterwards in his room he punched his wall.

holding his fist in pain he started silently crying.

questioning why i exist:

"y/n..?" lunar asked.

"yeah lunar?" y/n looked at lunar.

"why.. why do i- why do i exist..? this place is.. living hell.. i just- i just want the pain to end.." lunar said.

"i know lunar.. i know you do.. but you exist for a reason! everyone does! you might not be able to see your reason, but trust me.. i know you have a reason! you might even have more then one! and i know one of your reasons is so i wouldnt.. you know.. die.. you saved me at my lowest so now its my turn lunar! i will be here for you no matter what, you are- you are the best lunar!"