"My existence is a scandal"
-Oscar Wilde
❤️🩹chapter 1:now what?❤️🩹"I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU!".
Everyone around us gasped, when my confession finally left my mouth. Yuuji and his dad were dumbfounded, mouths wide open and shock on their faces. Sukuna was surprised too, but I couldn't tell in which way.
My heart was beating fast, my palms were sweating like crazy and my eyes couldn't move away from his. Sukuna waited a minute to collect himself, then opened his mouth and said:
"Well, that's a surprise", a smirk appeared on his pale face full with cockiness. I was shocked by his surprise and sure..I wasn't the only one.
Yuuji, everyone around us and even his dad were surprised by the way Sukuna responded to me.
I expected him to say something else, excepted him to be nicer, or at least to be happy that I finally told him about my feelings. But he wasn't, he didn't care at all, he didn't feel the same. And the whole time I was just a puppet in his little game.
I was furious. No, furious is a word too little to describe the way I felt at that moment. I've never in my life confessed any feelings to any of the people I know. For fucks sake I've never even told my mother that I love her.
And now I know why...
"Was that all?", Sukuna spoke again and waited for my answer. I nod my head and simply turn my back at him. I didn't want anyone to know I'm crying, I didn't want him to know, "hold on for a minute", he shouted after me.
I stop in my tracks, but I didn't turn around to face him. I heard his loud steps towards me and I closed my eyes holding my tears back. I felt his presence behind me, but still I didn't turn around. His big arm was placed on my small shoulder and I let out a sigh.
Sukuna comes closer to me, I feel his breath on the back of my neck. His colon smelled so nice and his skin felt soft on mine. His touch had that electricity, that always makes me feel so excited and alive. Only he can make me feel this way.
"I don't want to have this conversation with you now, y/n", Sukuna whispers next to my ear and goosebumps ran to my body, "I want this to be a private moment and I want this to happen after spring break. I don't want to say that I love you too and then leave you, okay?".
"You love me too?", I look at him through my shoulder and he said nothing, he just smiled at me. Didn't confirm, didn't deny.
"We have two weeks apart from each other, you have plenty of time to think about us. But now, I don't want us to have this conversation. I don't wanna deal with the pain now, okay?".
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