Beautiful Wiccan (On HIATUS)

Back Into The Past

Note::::
WARNING:::: SELF HARM AHEAD.
I don't recommend anyone to harm oneself. Any and All things can be resolved. Love is all that is needed and if you have just one person beside you, Trust Me It's more than enough. You don't need a whole World, just one person to hold you and love you is all you need to fight your demons .....  

This part is What happens to Mew, While Kinn was at Gulf's Clubhouse, Mew had gone to H city to meet one of their associates.

While Mew was to the end of his Lunch Date with the business partner, An Old Man approached Him. The Old Man came with His Wife and Daughter.

Old Man, "My My Look whom I am meeting after such a long time. If I am not wrong aren't You Mew, Korn's elder son? How have you been? How's your younger brother?"

Just When Mew was about to say something, The Wife interrupted, "Honey Which Korn are you talking about? As much as I can remember We know only about the One who Died with His Wife."

Mew heard that and flinched, but He had to stay strong hence bowed to them and said, "I ..... I.... have to leave. I need to make an urgent.... urgent call."

Just as He tried to leave from there, The daughter Who was a bit older than Mew said, "Dad, are you talking about How the son killed his own parents?" ( She had a grudge against Mew as He had rejected Her once in front of her Friends. That time She didn't knew Mew's past, but today it was as if She fell upon Luck and could return the humiliation hence decided to keep on with the harassment)

By now Few Guests Who were listening as if some kind of interesting Gossip was going on, joined in and started asking further to The Wife and She, as if was some kind of famous celebrity, started talking about Mew's past.

This was all too much for Mew to handle. Before Sam or Any of his bodyguards could reach and stop the nonsense, Mew left from there panting. Mew with Great difficulty reached his room.

As soon as He reached inside, He slumped on the Bed, holding His head that was throbbing with pain. He tugged his hair with force and screamed, "STOPPPPPPP"

MEW'S POV::::::

It was painful. I felt suffocated as if someone was sitting on my chest with a full burden of guilt and pressing it with full force. For a moment I felt imaginary hands choking Me. It was making me feel extremely Hot. I was lacking Oxygen. It was making breathing impossible. Amidst all this I heard a small cry. I looked over where the voice was coming from. I saw a small 12-13 yr old kid crying. His mother was trying her best to console Him.

Mother, "Baby! Look at Me. Aren't You My bravest Baby? Kinn's Superhero!Then. Shush!!! All will be over. We will go away from here as fast as we can. Just endure it for sometime.Please.... Baby.... Please.. Honey please find some way to get out of here. Give them whatever they want. I can't bear my kid in pain. Please, I beg you. Please .."

Just then a few men wearing black masks came there and separated the kid from the Mother. Kid was wailing and calling for His Mother.

Kid, "Mommy! Mommy! Let Me Go. I want to go to My Mommy." He started hitting the man with his small fists.

Mother, who was held by one of the men, pleaded, "Please! Let go of My child.He is innocent. We will give You Whatever You want. Just leave My Child.... Please .... please I beg you... Let My Child Go. Please ..."

I was watching all this. I felt the pain of that Kid. He was crying so hard that it must have hurt his throat. I was feeling frustrated knowing that no matter what I could do or attempt to do, I was not able to change the situation. I just wanted to get out, relieve some of the pressure from the inside of My Chest which was getting heavier. I was calling out for those Men to release the Kid.

Just then I felt a stab on my Arm. Once, twice, thrice I felt something stabbing me. After a few minutes I was only able to watch what was happening in front of me. The kid also showed the same reaction as Me. There were tears flowing but We both weren't able to utter a single word nor move our bodies. We both were just blinking blankly. Later one of those Guys laughed maniacally and placed some heavy object on that kid's hand. It was very difficult to hold it as it was too heavy as well there was a kind of numbness in the hand. Hence that Man helped the Kid to hold that object. Though We both were feeling blank Our subconscious were still screaming to stop whatever was happening.

After a few minutes I heard gunshots, blood and that Kid lying down with his parents. But then the Masked Man removed his mask and started laughing and dancing.

Suddenly everything turned Black and Man's eyes became bright Red colour. He was growing bigger and bigger. He kept on saying, "Yes Yes Feel the Pain. It helps me grow stronger. Yes, get scared. Yes Cry... Cry loudly.... Hahahahahah. I am gaining Power. The more you feel, the more Power I shall gain....."

I was having a throbbing pain in my Head. I yelled, "Stoppp! Go away..... Leave me alone ..... Go away....."

But He was growing more than before. I couldn't bear it anymore. Suddenly in that darkness I found something. It was shining. I grabbed it and with great difficulty saw What it was. It was a small Fruit cutting knife. Maybe kept there by someone. I wanted that Monster to leave me and I knew How to make him go. Hence I started slashing my other arm.

At first The monster didn't react but then He yelled, "Nooooo! Stop! What are you doing? You can't do this to me. I need to be Powerful."

When I saw and heard that He was sinking and running away, I was glad and continued, "Yes Now You can't win over Me. I will never have any kind of feelings. You grow strong because I feel scared, pain, but I will stop having these. I won't let you be stronger. I'VE HAD ENOUGH, I'VE SEEN ENOUGH, I WANT YOU OUT, I WANT IT TO END, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING! WON'T EVER FEEL ANYTHING."

With that I kept on slashing without flinching or feeling any pain, but just then there came bright Light. The monster vanished instantly. The Light was so bright that I had to close My Eyes. At first I thought it was Kinn who had somehow turned on the lights. But I didn't see Him anywhere. Then Who was behind this light. This light was not harming Me. In Fact it was giving Me some kind of relief. I wanted to see What this light was. I wanted this light as it made that Monster vanish. I tried to reach for that light. It made some sort of noise. It was speaking something. Staggering and stumbling on the way I reached to the Light. It had a very good soothing voice. I tried to see it more clearly. That light now touched Me. It made Me sit and keep on talking. In between it was also playing some music.

I let it do and then after a few minutes I just closed My eyes and laid on that Light's lap I guess.

Who was it? What was the light Mew meant?????

Thought of the Day::::::

It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone.