silence , just silence .
guilt creeps in my mind and takes over my body as i recall the events from last night and all i wanna do is fucking cry .
tyler sleeps beside me as i lay on the other side as guilt still creeps on with the seconds passing by.
tyler won't remember he fucking won't . after he came on my shorts he quickly dozed off afterwards, didn't even put this pu$$y on him and i sent that man to sleep .
seeing his naked body layed beside me ... is suffocating me , a reminder of last night.
i quickly stand up and pack my shit . i have to fucking go . i quickly leave a note stating my absence so whenever he wakes up , he won't question it.
i make my way to the front desk , pay for the shit, sort it out and dip .
i quickly put the things in my Jeep & just drive.
i can't face her ... i can't face Caroline at all . i'd kill myself before having to face her again . a friend doesn't do that AT ALL .
even if the dick was good and fuck i didn't have a chance to put it in my mouth ..... fuck fuck fuck fuck .
i pull over and cry ... just cry . fuck these vampire emotions heightening this shit . i hate it i hate i hate it . i do fuck i do .
i grip on the steering wheel until my fingers turn white ... what do i do what do i do .
do i drive back home, do i go back to belgium , what what what .
i cry and i realize i have to own up to what i did.
i have to tell Caroline .
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authors note
hello , it's been a hot minute . little update , i'll make up for it , im still alive lol . anyone y'all wanna see Kim hookup with idk ??!?
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Falling For Vampires( TVD (Tyler Lockwood) )
RomanceA young girl who looks was taken as a joke is now the hottest girl in town. Follow her journey as she takes on Mystic Falls one heel at a time.