My 1D Love

44 ( A message to Harry)

I love Harry deeply. So much. And I will never be able to explain that to someone. All this week, I've been telling people about how much I love him. Not love as "I love you Harry styles" love as in "I'm im love with you" I'm in so deep, I don't think I'll ever get out. Even if I will never meet him, or even if he has a girlfriend or maybe even a wife, I will still always be in love with him. These girls asked me who my first love was the other day, I smiled without hesitation and said "Harry Styles". It's not even a joke to me. Sometimes I literally sit and cry because I love him so much. Like my heart can't take it. My cousin is always saying I talk to much about him and she never understands how much he means to me. So one day I was watching an interview and he was talking a lot and she was just watching me watch it. She said she saw my eyes light up and my smile bigger then anything. Sometimes I'll just think about him and smile. It's weird because he's a celebrity and it's a common thing for a fan to supposedly be "in love" but I actually am. And last night I asked myself, how does it feel to be in love. I answered that question in a minute and said "it feels like loving Harry styles"

I don't know, I guess you just took my heart away and don't even know it