"Camilla it's been almost 2 years, you need to stop caring and think about him, you're with Rafael now"bruna marquezine, one of my boyfriend's teammate's girlfriend also my best friend, says as I stress and worry of seeing ex-boyfriend again.
"It's been a year and 5 months if we are counting"I say with a forced laugh trying to lighten the mood to hide the fact that I'm still not completely over him, but that didn't get past bruna she could read me like a book as she tilted her head giving me and unimpressed look.
"Bruna I don't know why I always think about him, though I thought I was over him"I say as sit beside her on the lounge, my head in my hands. "Oh cam, you obviously still love him"she states. "But I love Rafael too, its almost like every little thing he does, it's reminds me of him. His touch, his words, his voice, the dates he takes me on, everything"
"Well you did date someone who works the same career as him and would see him at matches a lot when you were trying to get over him" bruna says making me chuckle. "I have a type I guess"I say as I lay my head on her lap and she plays with my hair.
"It's just seems unfair to Rafael"bruna says making me sigh knowing she's right. "I know but it's not like I'm cheating on him or don't have feelings for him I love him to bits but I guess there's a part of me still hanging on to the memories hoping they never had ended"
as she was about to reply Neymar, Bruna's boyfriend also Rafael's close friend walks in.
"Oh stealing my girl now are we Camilla?"he says with a smirk signifying our seating position . "Wrong you're stealing her from me because she obviously loves me more" I teased taking bruna into a hug as we both stuck our tongues out at Ney who just rolled his eyes at us.
At that moment Rafael had entered the room drying his hair with towel "come get your girlfriend raf, she is basically cock blocking right now!"Neymar complains pointing at us. "Yeah they Love each other more than they love us"Rafael says in a fake sad tone as they both pretend to wipe fake tears. "Whatever man we can just go to dinner alone then and leave them be all lovey-dovey here all alone and we are not bringing back food for you two"Ney says as he puts his hand on raf's shoulder and walking out of the room.
Me and bruna look at each other and quickly run towards them because we were both starving "of course you came running when you heard we were gonna eat without you"Rafael teases as he wraps me in a hug giving me a kiss on the cheek. "You looked really good watching me train"he whispers teasingly in my ear making me blush, "well you looked even better training today"I tease him back with a peck on his lips. "Ew stop you two"Neymar says making a disgusted face making us laugh as we arrived at the car getting in as Neymar and bruna sat in front, Neymar driving because he never lets anyone drive his car, and me and Rafael in the back as we started driving to the restaurant called Giovanni's here in Barcelona that we usually have dinner at.
The drive was pretty short around 5 minutes as we got there giving the car to the valet and walking into the restaurant as we were welcomed by the waitress who guided us to the table we usually sit at that was on the upper level by the window giving us a nice view and enough privacy but also not isolated.
"What can I get started for you today?"the waitress asks after we look a little through the menu. "I'll have the steak with the side of rice and vegetables"bruna orders as the waitress write her order down. "I will have the same but I want mash potatoes please instead of rice and with the vegetables would it be possible to remove any carrots I'm allergic"i order as the waiter nods understandingly "I'll have the seafood pasta please"Rafael adds.
"And lastly can I have the grilled chicken meal, side of sweet corn and roasted potatoes"Neymar says finally making up his mind. "Oh can we also have a bottle of champagne please?"Neymar adds as the waiter was about to leave but she adds it to the order. "Will that be all for you today?"she asks with a smile. "For now yes that's it"bruna says returning a sweet smile.
Not long after the waiter brought the champagne pouring each of us a glass as me and bruna were in our own conversation while Ney and raf were talking about football and upcoming matches. While bruna was talking to me I hear Neymar mention a match against Atlético Madrid making me look at bruna with a worried expression.
"Wait what are you two talking about?"Bruna asks giving me a glance to act normal. "Oh just this match we have soon against Atlético Madrid"Neymar says with a shrug. "Yeah gonna be a tough one they're pretty good I'll give them that"Rafael says taking a sip of his champagne "i don't really like them so I hope we'll win this one"he adds. "Why not?"i ask stupidly. "Well other than the fact that Barcelona and Atlético have been rivals for so long, your ex boyfriend plays there and I never liked him so I guess that's pretty much why I hate their guts"He says shrugging.
"Are you sure you don't like Atlético in general or just Antoine" Neymar remarks with a cheeky grin making me want to sink into my seat after I heard his name. Luckily before they could keep on talking about him and that match in general the food arrives making everyone start eating and stop talking about that. Thank god.
After we ate me and bruna excused ourselves to go to the bathroom. "I can't believe it, this is gonna be a shit show the match is next week and I can't stop thinking about Antoine and I don't know I'm gonna react when a I see him and if a I act weirdly raf will be suspicious and our relationship will go to shit he already despise ant- before I could continue my rambling bruna cuts me off "you have to get this through your head Camilla you and Antoine are in the past you were toxic there was no trust in the relationship and a relationship is built on trust and you can't keep worrying and thinking about him you are in a relationship a healthy one for fuck's sake stop worrying and rambling about Antoine nothing is gonna happen because you've moved on you're with Rafael now not Antoine"
I sigh and agree as she gives me a hug and we walk back to the guys and spend of the rest of night happily no worries no fear no nervousness about seeing Antoine at least I wasn't showing it deep down I'm still very nervous to see him but I don't know why I mean we broke up almost 2 years ago but every time I see him at a match or so I can't help but feel nervous and somewhat miss him or maybe I just miss the idea of him or the memories and not him. If only he wasn't so sweet during our relationship even if there were a lot of mistrustful times.
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The heart wants what it wants-Antoine Griezmann
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