The heart wants what it wants-Antoine Griezmann

d e u x

It was a the day before the match of
Barcelona vs Atlético Madrid and we were all at Neymar's house and by we I meant me, bruna, Rafael, Neymar himself of-course and his son Davi.

We were all sitting in the living room as Ney and raf were playing fifa and bruna was just scrolling on her phone, bored shitless that's for sure. And I sat with Davi on my lap while he played with his toy and I was playing with his soft hair, totally in my thoughts and not paying attention to my surroundings until my thoughts were cut off by bruna poking me in the shoulder.

"Hm? What is it?"i asked startled and taken aback by her presence standing behind me instead of laying down beside me on her phone. "I was asking if you wanted anything to eat or drink?"she asked as if she had asked before multiple times which she had but I was too busy in my thoughts. "Uh are there any redbulls?"i asked. "Yeah"

"Oh okay then just get me a sugar free one please, Davi do you want anything?"i ask the kid who was still playing with his toy.

"I don't know what I want"the 4-year old whines throwing his toy. "Here you can come with me and pick out whatever you like"bruna says picking him up as he nodded and hurried his head in the crook of her neck. I truly adored how Bruna loved Davi so much as if he was her own even though she wasn't his real mom and Davi loved her a lot too even though Neymar and bruna broke up and got back together like 2 times before that never seemed to affect their bond together. The 3 of them just looked like a big happy family.

My thoughts were cut off yet again by something cold being pressed against my cheek making me squeak at the sudden contact as I look up to see bruna and Davi laughing as she handed me my Red Bull and placed Davi next to me as he opened his pack of Oreos. The two guys who were still playing fifa erupted in a string of curses and celebration as Rafael threw off his headset and started celebrating as he scored the last goal in Neymar's team. "HA! 100 bucks pay up loser I'll decide your ultimate dare when the time is right"he said as he threw himself next to me on the couch. "You were cheating I demand a rematch"Neymar whined as he sat in between bruna and Davi. "Sore loser"raf mumbled. "Shut up I'm not! Fuckin' asshole you are"Neymar snapped back.

"You ARE the asshole not me"

"Dickhead"

"Bitch"

"You stupid motherfucker"

"Fucking hoe"

"ENOUGH!"bruna scolded before they continued mumbling curses at each other.
"You two are children I swear to god"bruna said as Neymar had stated laugh slapping him on the arm. "Stupid motherfucker"Davi repeated what his father had said just now making all our heads snap towards him.

"oh god Davi you can't say that"bruna said softly at the small boy. "Why not? Daddy said it and uncle raf said it so I can say it too just like they said fucking hoe dick head assho-

"If you repeat any of those words again you're never eating Oreos again"bruna cut him off with a serious look on her face. "Fine"Davi Said as he continued to munch on his Oreos.
"See what you're doing Ney you can't curse in front of him"she scolded Neymar looking back at him "he will learn them anyway doesn't matter from me or someone else"Neymar says as he drank some of the Pepsi bruna had brought him earlier. "God you are so mature"sarcasm dripping from her voice.

I however while all this was happening was again in my own thoughts and you probably guessed who these thoughts were about. Antoine was like a rock in my shoe now a days I think I have him out of my mind and thoughts then he is right back. I opened my phone and started scrolling through tiktok hoping to get mind off thinking about him until I saw a video an edit to be exact it was sweet edit of me and Antoine, with videos and picture we had taken when we went to Paris together. I liked the video and added it to my favorites. It was the most magical trip I've ever went on, I've went a few times but that time I went with him wad the first time I ever went there. He showed me everything in Paris since he was french it was truly magical.