bts one-shots

IX. Subtle good-bye

(fem reader)

You were with Jin in the bathroom. He sat in front of the mirror while you were behind him, he requested to shave his head himself for the military, he wanted your help.

".... I don't think I can do this" you whispered as the both of you were fixed on each others reflection "yes you can" he insist. Jin had been so busy with group projects and solos that he barley had time to spend with you, and now that HYBE confirmed his leaving that was now only in a few days, he just had to make it up somehow.

"You've been growing this out for months on end, you literally just showered minutes ago" a chuckle escaped your lips, if it was one thing he loved most besides his plump of lips is his hair, you didn't have the heart to get rid of it

"well.. can't exactly have long slick black hair in the field, beside it'll grow back, it's just hair.. like you always say." Jin turned his head around to look at you, the two of you made eye contact as the thought of him leaving broke you into two

"If only women were acquired to go as well, I would never leave your side."

"I know you wouldn't. For the better of my country, that's why I do this, not because I'm acquired but I genuinely love my birth land Y/n.. I would do anything for it. It's my duty." He spoke to you with such soft and kind mannerism, oh how much you were going to miss that.

"I have two days left with you and the others, let's make it worth it" He smiled reassuring you that everthing will be okay. Jin handed you one of his hair-clippers and turned back around to face the mirror once more.

You took a deep breath. Placing your hand on his head feeling the soft fluffy hair for the last time before turning on the little machine with shaking hands and got to work. This isn't the first time you've helped him with his hair, he trust you like you do towards him.

Once it was all gone, fallen to the floor, Jin couldn't help but get just a little emotional, the thought of leaving you, the members, his family, his job for nearly two years is something he had been prepared for yet still it sting more then anything at that time, and another thing, when he gets back, Yoongi will probably already be enlisting as well and the cycle repeats.

"Jin" You called and he looked back only to see you with water in your eyes threatening to fall and stain your cheeks. He stood, towering you before wrapping his arms around you and gave a big, warm hug he and you desperately needed.

"... I'll miss you."