the new kid

chapter 5. - God, it's finally over.

SORRY THAT I MADE YALL WAIT SO DAMN LONG BUT- IM FINALLY BACK FROM WHATEVER THE FUCK I WAS DOING ALL THE TIME🤷🏻

Finney's POV ~

I was still hiding in the stall and hoping that Robin wouldn't come in and try to do something.

Now i had this kind of a reason to be scared of him, i'll never know what could happen next.

I still can't stop thinking about that stupid little "kiss".

Also, his neck was warm and kinda soft too.

Maybe it's not so bad?

Maybe i'm just overreacting?

Bullshit.

I'm not "overreacting", it's really serious and dumb.

Why would my mind make me think that it's not so bad?

Wait, no.

The fuck is wrong with me?

Why am i acting like a such an pussy?

I'm seventeen years old.

I'm not fucking thirteen anymore.

Why the hell am i so scared?

Fuck, i am overreacting.

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The bell just rang, which means that i'm free to go home.

I walk out of the stall and out of the bathroom just to see people pushing eachother, wanting to get the fuck out of here.

I join the crowd and it gets here pretty fucking hot and sweaty.

But atleast i got closer and even closer to exit.

And-

i walked out of this shithole, finally catching my breath as well.

Now i had to get Gwen.

I couldn't see her, because the streets were full of cars and people.

So i called her.

"Hey, where the hell are you?" I asked through the phone.

"I have the same fucking question, y'know?" Gwen said and loudly sighed.

"Just meet me behind my school, alright?" I said.

"Fine." Gwen replied and hung up.

And i ran back to the building. Or more like, behind it.

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Obviously i got there first, but i wasn't alone.

There was also a group of students smoking.

Of course it wouldn't be a such a problem if Vance wasn't one of them.

Wait... VANCE IS HERE?!

Fuck. Shit!

"Hey Finney!" I heard a girls voice.

I jumped a little, but then realized it was just Gwen.

I grab her by the arm and run.

"W-what the fuck?" She yells.

"Sorry! I'll explain when we get in car!" I yell back, but still run.

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We both got into car and grandma was driving us home.

The car was just filled with silence and whispers from Gwen that i could only hear.

"So, will you tell me why the fuck you made me run faster than i ever did in my life. I fucking thought that you saw a demon!" Gwen whisper-yelled at me which also made grandma to look at us.

"Are you two okay?" Grandma asked.

"Yes!" Both, me and Gwen said and looked away.

When grandma looked back at the road, i turned my head back at Gwen.

"Okay.. so i got kinda angry with two other assholes today and now they're like.. my bullies or something? But, well yea. I ran because there was one of them, behind the school." I quickly explained.

"Well shit." Was all what Gwen said.

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When we got home, i immediately went to my room and jumped on my bed.

Today was something...

something really unexpected. I thought-

and rolled over to my pillow, to get my "diary".

Got my pen.

And started writting.
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Dear diary,

Today was one one the shittiest day i could ever possibly imagine, that happened at school.

Maybe not the worst one, but definitely the second-worst one.

So first, i had my first class with a guy named Robin Arellano that i also saw at the mall last week.

Not the worst part, but his big ass friend wanted to beat me up right in the first goddamn break i had in that school.

Luckily, i escaped.

Second, is that while i was going to have my peaceful smoke break in the bathroom, Robin was there too.

And the third one that is one of the worst ones, is that i "kissed" Robins neck. ON ACCIDENT.

It was his fault.

He pulled my arm, not me!

That was just a fucking great way to start this day.

Right?

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And with that i closed my diary and went to shower cause i felt all sweaty and gross.

(AAAND AFTER HE SHOWERED DID SMTH ELSE AND THEN WENT TO BED. CAUSE HE OBVIOUSLY HAD A HARD DAY 🙄🙄)

Before i went to bed, i ate cereal and scrolled instagram.

And i also found Bruce's instagram account.

Shit.. he has 901.5k followers?

He must be really fucking popular.

Unlike me, sitting here with 39.7k followers that i don't even know.

But that's atleast something, right?

I scrolled a little more and watched stories.

When i finally ate my cereal, i decide to brush my teeth and go to sleep.

Hoping that tomorrow will be a little better.

925 words!!

ALRIGHT

HERE IT IS, THATS ALL I GOTTA SAY 😧😧😧

BUT ALSOOOO

MY SOUTH PARK ERA IS BACK (EVEN THO IT HAD NEVER LEFT MY BODY), AND IT THINK I WANNA WRITE A NEW ASS BOOK ABT A SHIP(GAY SHIP OBVI)

SO HERES MY TOP 4 SHIPS THAT I LIKE AND MOST LIKELY WANT TO WRITE A BOOK ABT

1# creek (craig x tweek)
2# bunny (kenny x butters)
3# style (stan x kyle)
4# stan x kenny (idk whats their ship name is 😭😭)

HELP ME PICK ONE OF THEM 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

OKAY BYEEEEEEE