Deadly affairs *S. Black*

Betrayal

Eden felt sick. All that she felt was sick. She knew how she had kissed Sirius. She knew how it had awakened a part of her that she thought that she had buried a long time ago

Eden knew that she and Remus we're together but she knew that it wasn't the same anymore and she knew how hard it was

She knew that even though there was a strain in her relationship with Remus. The last thing that she ever wanted to do was hurt him. She knew that deep down that he meant so much to her and she knew that the last thing that she wanted was to hurt him

Eden knew how it was all a mess and she knew that she didn't know how to face it. She knew how she just wanted everything to be okay

Eden sat in her classroom and sighed as she looked to the pile of marking that she had to do. She knew that things were a mess and she didn't know what to think

She looked to see Remus as he walked in and smiled as she looked to him "hey are you okay" he asked as she smiled

"I'm fine, there's just a lot going on" she said as he pulled her closer and kissed the top of her head and smiled

"I get that you're scared but that's okay. I'm always here for you and everything will be okay. You know that you can talk to me I mean we're a couple and it's what couples do and I know how things are and how hard it is with what happened with Sirius but I'm not him" Remus said as she smiled

"I know things are hard when it comes to him, you know that they always have been" Eden said.

Eden knew what had happened with Sirius and she knew talking to Remus over it wasn't going to help not when all she felt was guilt

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Eden walked into the great hall and frowned as she looked to Noelle and Remus as they stood talking. She looked to see how friendly that they seemed and frowned to herself

She looked as Remus walked off and looked to Noelle and smiled

"Is there something going on that I should know about" Eden asked as Noelle looked to her and frowned

"What do you mean. Remus is your boyfriend" Noelle asked as Eden looked to her and smiled

"I know but I see the way that he looks at you and he never looked at me that way. What me and Remus had was great but it's not how it was and I still want him to be happy and if that's with you I don't mind" Eden said as Noelle looked to her and frowned

"If I didn't know any better I would say that you were planning on ending it" Noelle asked as Eden looked to her and sighed

"Maybe I am. I don't know. It's just hard at the minute I mean all that is going on I don't know it's not the same I just don't know anymore" Eden said as Noelle looked to her and smiled

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Eden got to the shrieking shack and smiled as she saw Sirius "I got you some food" she said as he smiled

She walked over and sat next to him as he placed a hand on her thigh and smiled as they held a look

"We need to talk over what happened" he said

"I'm with Remus..we can't"

"What we had was in the past" he said as the two of them held a look

"I know...I know it's hard but what we had we both know it's not over" he said as she smiled

The two of them held a look as he leant in and kissed her. She pulled him close and smirked as he rolled over.

He ran his hands up her thighs as he kissed her neck. Eden rolled her head back and moaned as she ran her hands through his hair and pulled him closer

She knew it was wrong but she had no idea what it was the start of with her and Sirius