Ishq Bulavaa💓

56: Cringy Girlfriend

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ISHQI DEOL

The dinner in our house was still a silent affair not just today, but almost everyday, since we shifted here after the incidents took place, it didn't have any home feeling to it, I am hating this but can't help as well.

"I am done" Sahil takes his plate and leaves, he behaves the same with me, but he turned towards his mother, that really didn't set well with me, I shouldn't be the reason of be the reason of cold war of a mother and son

"Ishqi eat" just then I realise all the while I was playing with my food, I observe maasi, she looks more pale then before her eyes are deep, I didn't even see her smile in the past few days

And now I am very guilty, Ahaan is keeping me happy but my people are not happy thinking about my happiness, maybe if I were in her shoes I would have done the same, I cannot blame her, at the end of the day she really cares for me, she loves me, she has literally being I am mother

"Ishqi if don't like the food, tell me I will prepare something else for you, stop playing with it"

"How can I not like your handmade dal chawal maasi?"

"Don't know maybe now you like Italian pizza or something like that I guess"

"Maasi, I am sorry" she looks upto me with shock, but today I am gonna let it out, "I am really sorry I di....

"Sorry for what Ishqi? For loving a person? That's never in your hands it's not your mistake"

"Then why are so cold to me? Why are tensed? What's wrong maasi? You are not being you"

"I am just worried Ishqi, for you I am a victim of failed relationship and I don't want you to be in my shoes, trust me no one would want to be in my shoes
If you have time I would like to talk, but only after you finish your dinner"

"So we can have it like old times, you feed me while talking, what's say?"

I see a smile on her face finally, after a week I guess "Come closer" I just go closer to her, sit on the floor placing my head on her laps as she feeds me the first bite

"Golu, I know how this love feels, I experienced this but this is not at all hard infact being in love is one of the most beautiful feeling in the world but along with it comes pain and hardships, for me love was temporary I couldn't enjoy it for much long time and I don't want you to be facing something like I did

I know you both are really into each other, but isn't this fast? You both have known each other for once the word love is really fast what I feel is, but we can't say kabhi kabhi ek second mai pyaar ho jaati hai aur kabhi kabhi janam janam lag jaate hai

But what I want to say you is respect is always over love Ishqi, always you maasa ji may love me a lot, maybe still he loves me that's why he always comes back to me wherever I go, but he never ever respected me, not yesterday not today and maybe not tomorrow also

And I feel is your relationship may have love, but respect you should have your respect, which is not being given to you, I know you don't care about being respected by all the media people but that's important for me, because of his profession nobody has right to disrespect you, Ahaan ye gussa se handle karega tho aur hate badega.

But I know at the end of the day vo sab matter nahi karta hai he matters to you, I understand but you are still young in relationships so try to handle situations in a more mature way, just take slow steps but one thing I would suggest is your happiness shouldn't be depended on anyone you must be the reason for your happiness, got it?" she completes as she feeds the last bite to me