NO! PUT THE KNIFE DOWN!

part 6

"tommy?" Looks like i said out my thought outloud but Tommy didn't seem to snap his head at me.he was facing downward knees pulled up to hia chest

Fuck! I should be laughing at him feeling good about seeing him cry after all he everyone's favorite toy to mess with but......what is this feeling sadness? Guilt? Anger?

He looked so small and tiny so broken,that ugly feeling come back when I saw him shaking-trembling

His blond lock damped in sweat,a teal sweater that I've seen him wear a way to time to not get familiar with it and way to big for his figure,falling on his sides

That ugly feeling came back when I saw some drop of tear run down tommy's knees,is it guilt? Did i causes this? How terrible of a human being am I? He looked like an angle with his golden locks shining with a lil bit sunlight escaped the small window on the back of the stall

Fuck it! I thought as i slid beside him.he didn't acknowledge me which i don't really know if it is a good thing or not,his head hasn't snapped in my direction yet wait- his breathing its-its uneven

Okay i have learned it in my bio class,fuck Wilbur what did she say about how to cal down a person who is having a panic attack

I took one of arm and slid my arm under him he didn't bat me an eye,he was still hyperventilating.fuck this is not working.I shifted to be infront of him.I i took my index finder to make him look at me,he did!

Tho his eyes were red and puffy there were unshed tears in his eyes and I don't really think he recognised me looking at those eyes and tears that feeling returned again! Tho it was worse then at first time almost like-like.....anger? But at who?

"Hey, hey look at me,shh sh don't worry your save now" i saw cause i could tell he was scared when i looked at his ocean blue eyes

"Okay okay, tell me 5 many can you see?" I ask he shift toward,he was trying to find comfort desperately,i didn't was time i came forward,now he was sitting in my lap (i swear to god if you ship this!)

"I could *sniff* se-see *hecup*-"
"Hey hey hey calm down take your time buddy no one is here to hurt, you're save now okay?"

"Hmm" he nod his head really slowly.i put my head on his "your save now" i whispered

"I could s-see you,i *sniff* i cou-could see the floor" he said as he look down
"I could see the cieling" looking up,I chuckled at his antics he's such a cute lil baby how didn't i saw this before?

I was bought back from my thought
When he tuged on my shirt "done" he said to to with glossy eyes

I smiled at him "now tell me 2 things you could feel?" I asked with a smile i didn't even notice i have a smile that only a few people get the privilege to see to them

"I could feel my shi-shirt,and you" he said as he smiled at me,looking at the smile something aced in my heart,was his smile alway this adorable,always this innocent,always so angelic,how could I do that messed up thing i did to him

I was started when he tugged at my sleeve again,he chucked funnyly at that,my face suddenly formed from started to a warm smile,an adoration smile,a smile parent give there kid when they do something cute

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I'd say i give you double the amount i give you,i am spoiling you an't i?

Okay whatever bye please tell me if you liked it or not!

Or should I post more often for this book!