the music freaks one shots

"goodbye"

Lots of trigger warnings because that's me. Tw sh death suicide thoughts bullying swearing and making Jake suffer. Also this is what I think will happend afterwords I don't actually know what Jakes idea was to asked Dasiey so pretend that part doesn't exist lol art not by me just wanna say I'm very sorry and you're welcome to throw hate at me 🥲😅 ill make it up to you guys I promise

Jake pov:

I rise out of my bed from another nightmare "shit" I say not again I wasn't getting much sleep at all I was crying myself to sleep most nights I screwed up really badly.

The club won't talk to me anymore I kept letting the guys thoughts get into my head I got out of my bed and got ready for school I wasn't hungry so i didn't feel like eating breakfast.

So I skipped it got out of the house and started walking to school, once I arrived there I saw people staring at me and whispering about me maybe the club told the school? But I don't think they would do anything like that

"you're a bad friend and a really bad person" somebody spoke I was really confused "what are you talking about?" His not talking about the club right?

I felt a hand touch me and push me to the ground "what the hell?" I dident see the guy but this can't be happing not again I felt my chest run fast I felt like I couldn't breathe.

I felt somebody grabbed my hand and pull me out and walk me towards where I was safe "Jake?" It was Drew.

"what the hell do you want Drew? To make me feel guilty? To make me feel worst about myself?" I asked in anger.

"I save you as you're about to get beaten and you're mad at me?" Drew replied back

"I know its really bad timing but I just wanted to apologise about everything I did I'm sorry I was a bad friend I was scared you didn't wanna hang out with us anymore I know its a bad time to talk about my emotions and stuff I should be more worried about you are you okay? Do you even know what happend?"

Drew said it took me by surprise with him saying everything. "Okay well first of all we can talk about that later and yeah I would like to know why everybody is harassing me.. again" I say.

"It was Zoey she posted that voice recording of you and its everywhere" he spoke.

I was about to speak until my phone went off it was a message by an unknown number.

'You are a horrible person you don't deserve to live you should just end it the club will be more happier if you did that anyways you pathetic little loser' I stare at the messaged in shocked I felt hurt now my phone number is getting leak.

"Of course" I say "what's wrong?" Drew asked me "Its fine don't worry about it let's just go to class" I spoke still being upset about everything.

We both walk to maths together and sat down of course has the lesson goes on I get paper balls thrown at me and have words on it like 'kill yourself' the worst things anybody could think of.

I try to ingore everything people have said but the thoughts wouldn't go away maybe they were right maybe I should just leave this planet it would make the club forget about me anyways and I won't caused anymore problems.

After class

I got out of the class with Drew beside me I was kinda pissed off about everything but it was lunch time now so what could go wrong? Nothing right? Let's hope so.

As I walk to the cafeteria I saw everybody death glaring me I felt attack and just wanted to hide myself where I couldn't be found I just wanted to disappear.

As I look for a table as i wanted to sit by myself I found one next to the trashcan great I hate this.

I felt my phone going off a lot I saw the messages most of them were just threats to tell me to kill myself and you know that junk. Some others were just telling me im a bad friend and a horrible person and I was a horrible person.