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the next day, i was getting ready to go back to nottingham. the time was around 1 am, because i needed to get there before the postman so i can take it directly, of instead my mom and dad finding out. so i packed my bag with everything i could need. a pair of clothes, toothbrush, airpods and my laptop. ranboo was asleep and i made my way out the door.

when i had arrived at the station, i saw someone familliar. it was tommy. but what was he doing out this late? i was thinking of either saying hi or just walk past him. i did neither of those things. i straight out ignored this. i was too tired to talk to anyone. so when the train doors slided open, i quickly went in not to be spotted.

the train slowly started moving when i saw tomy sitting diagonally behind me. oh gosh. i took out my airpods and started listening to some music. i really needed to calm down.

it was around 4 in the morning when the train screeched and stopped in nottingham. i carefully stepped out and did what the train said. i minded the gap.

my old house wasn't too far away from the train station, around 10 minutes. i walked there and stood outside the mailbox, waiting for the mailman to deliver it.

if i remembered correctly, it would take 2 minutes and 24 seconds to go from the postoffice, 1 minute to turn around, 32 seconds to go to our street, 42 seconds to open the mailbox on Mr. Greg two blocks away, and then an additional 2 minutes and 56 seconds to take the smalltalk with grandma Desiree, and then 42 seconds to reach out house. and add 20 sec for other stuff. and that would come out to... 7 minutes and 47 seconds. which meant that the mail would come 7 and 47 seconds over 5, which was in 34 minutes and 25 seconds. great.

and now. i couldn't go in, because i didn't have the key or anything. but tommy's here too! so i could ask to come to his house for a while.

That fly at 4am


Hello child. I am in town,
waiting for the postman to
deliver my mail. Could
I come over for 25 minutes??


Yeah fine i guess, my adress is ********,
just be quiet. my mom's sleeping


okai, coming

i put the adress in to google maps and calculated that the house was 3 minutes away. so (ofc) i walked. yes, it was like 2-, but it's finee. yeah it isn' that far i guess.

so i walked and walked, till i found the right adress, and gently knocked on the door. no answer. tried again. nothing. he maybe just forgot? or just away from the door. so i took a step away from the door and sat down on the step with my head in my hands.

don't kill me. just help me run away. from everyone, i need a place to stay, where i, can, cover up my face.

don't cry.

i am just a freak

*edit* im working on another chapter rn, will be out very soon! Thats chapter has taken 3 months but we don't talk about that :>

A/N: hello, sorry for a very very short chapter. it's just that i haven't updated something in like, a month:= anygays, thank you for reading and happy holidays <33









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