Mine and only -Mine- | a Dsmp adoption

'6'

i woke up to a bird. a ducking bird that tickled me. but i was alive, so i couldn't complain over. i felt my phone in my pocket and checked the time. it was 7:12 am. great. it was very early, the sun was barely up and i was stuck in this tine town with my parents searching for me. 

what should i do? i only had my phone, this hoodie and thights, and that's it. ranboo still had my other chlotes, my laptop, headphones, my childhood pictures and my favourite book. it was all in brighton.

i checked ranboo's contact. still blocked. i checked my e-mails. will hadn't answer. i just wanted to cry. this is the worst. and i am frezzing. great. 

ranboo<33

Hello?
Y/n?
You there?
Y/N ANSWER
Y/N PLEASE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH,
YOU CAN'T JUST LEAVE ME LIKE THIS!
Y/NNN!!

Hello Mr. Ranboo. Y/n will no longer
 be able to message you/call you.
It's because  we will have her in
 house arrest until 18, and
 she will only be
able to call Emergency Services.

WHY ARE YOU THIS BAD
 AT BEING PARENTS?!?!

You shouldn't care about
 how we do at our household,
 the only thing you need to care
 about is how YOU treat yourself.

BUT I AM THE ONLY ONE
 WHO ACTUALLY LOVE HER!!

ranboo? you there?
yesterday

ranboo? i actually need you.
 help. please help.

why didn't they answer? but what do i have to loose? nothing. so i stood up, found my way and started walking to the nearest bigger town. milton keynes. but i needed to take my way through buckingham first. so i walked. just walked the way the google maps says.

i was very hungry when it was around lunchtime. i would arrive in buckingham in around half an hour, but i didn't know where i would get something to eat. but, i found a ranboo fan along the way that recognized me, because of everything but my face. so i got a ride to buckingham. i told the situation i was in and they were so nice that i got £100 from them. i thanked them and then stepped out the car and put down my foot in buckingham. 

so now? i was here, but didn't know what to do. so i checked google maps. it said that there was a tescos not to far away. so i walked that 10 minute walk and then went in to buy something.

i bought two chicken and cheese sandwiches, and a bottle of water. i ate the sandwiches directly and then put on the coat. i felt my phone buzz, so i checked it.

ranboo. ranboo has tried to call me. i called them up again, but of course. they didn't answer. i didn't know what to do, so i checked bus times, but i didn't find a bus station there. so i booked an uber to milton keynes. around 15 minutes later, i saw the uber.

"hello, who are you picking up?" i said through the door.

"uhh someone called y/n." he said and checked his map

"oh thats me!" i said and hopped in to the seat. "i would like to go to bletchly station please!"

"yes of course!" he said and started the motor.

after about 30 minutes, i had arrived at the station.

i payed and stepped out of the car and looked at the board of train departures. one to brighton, but it went straight in through london to change driver. that's fine i guess. it departured 15:24 (3:24 pm) and was leaving on track 3c. it was currently 15:02. so i booked a ticket, and sat down on the track. that's when i saw something familliar. it was my mothers bag. and i remebered that i had a airtag in my popsocket, so i took it off, very carefully tipp toed to the back, put the tag in it, put my hood on and ran to the train.

the train was very cozy, there wasn't many people that would go to brighton right now, so i took that as a good sign. i sat down and waited for the train to start rolling. when it did. 5 minutes later, i checked the airtag. it was further away then before. i'm fine. and how would they know where i was? i don't know, because i don't have a tracker on me.

we made our way through leighton buzzard, hemel hempstead, luton, watford and then in to london. they said on the speakers that it would be a 30 minute stop, so i stepped off, bought some water and came back 10 minutes before departure. and it was good that i had arrived a little earlier. why? the train left like 10 seconds after that i had sat down. what is my luck today? 

after roughly one hour and ten minutes, i had arrived in brighton. wjhat could stop me now? i whipped out my phone and checked the airtag. it was located in loughborough. it was far far away.

well what now. it was around 5 pm, and i vividly remember ranboo's adress. so i tried remember yesterday, when we were walking. i found the subway, the little bus station, the lamppost that was bent, and the u-shaped tree. i had found the flat. so i pressed in the code ranboo showed me, and found the flat. i knocked on the door, but no one came. i tried ringing the doorbell, no answer. so  sat outside the door for a while, until i saw badlinu walking up the starirs.

"well hello y/n, what are you doing here?" he said and took out his keys.

"i almost got taken back to nottingham, but i escaped out of the car and made my way back over here, and ran wont open the door." i said and stood up.

"so do you wanna come in or nah?" freddie said and put the keys in to the lock.

"if i could do that, it would be amazing, as i have everything in there." i said and freddie nodded.

i came in to the hallway and took my coat and boots off, took my phone and knocked on ranboo's door.

"*knock knock* hello? ran?" i said and leaned towards the door.

"no, i have fucked up, it's my fault, and if you please FUCK OFF you would make my day" ranboo said and just didn't say anything at it became quiet.

i went in to ran's room. it was fully dark, not a single light. it was a very small light from the curtains. i closed the door behind me and took a deep breath.

"i said that you couldn't enter and you should go away!" ranboo said and peeked out from under the pillow. "freddie stop, leave me alone."

but i didn't listen. i kept going further in to the room. 

"freddie like please i am gonna hurt you if you come closer" ran said and grabbed something.

but i didn't let that stop me. i kept going. and sat on their bed.

"please fred-" he said and looked up. they had seen me. i had never seen ranboo so broken tho. their eyes was red, wet and puffy, like they just had a good cry. i really hope i made ranboo's day a little bit better.

*ranboo litterally grabbed the corners of the sheet and wrapped me and him in a hug. thats when i felt it. ranboos hugs was so lovable. so warm, comforting and just good. 

after like two minutes, ran put the sheet over us and had their arms wrapped around me.

"why... i thought you were gone. i have missed you all the time." ranboo said and i could barely hear. 

"it wasn't. i am here now, safe." i answered.

"but it was totally my fault for wanting to go on a walk. i am sorry." ranboo said and looked down at me. 

"yes, i maybe was, only if that dosn't happen again, ok?" i said and removed the sheet.

"i... promise" ranboo said and wrapped me in to another hug.*

*= platonic

A/N: helloo hope you are doing fine on this sunday, monday, MMMMM, wednesday, thursday, friday, or saturday and have a great rest of your night/day and thank YOU for reading. see ya <<3

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