𝐝𝐞𝐣𝐚 𝐯𝐮 - Neymar Jr

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A/N: like in that other chapter, you don't have to read the lyrics, just play the song.

for the first time, like ever, i got to the recording studio before Anya, Nik and Jacob. i was just sitting in my car and i saw Anya pull into the parking lot.

she got out of her car and got out of mine, we're still waiting on Nik and Jacob.

"where are they?" Anya asks and i shrug my shoulders, right as Anya asked me, Nik and Jacob pulled into the parking lot. when they parked, they got out of the car and we walked inside the studio.

when we went into the studio, Stevie was already there.

"Stevie! can i show you the beat i was talking about?" i ask him and he nods his head, i go to his little thing that makes beats and stuff and i played some stuff.

"i like it, can i just tweak it a bit?" he asks me and in nod my head, after he tweaked it, it was even better than before.

"i like it!" i say as he nods his head and i go to where the mic is, i set down the notebook.

"ready when you are." Stevie says as i put on the headphones and raise my thumb up, indicating that i was ready.

i began singing.

i'm still a fan even though i was salty
hate to see you with some other broad, know you happy
hate to see you happy if i'm not the one drivin'

i'm so mature, i'm so mature
i'm so mature, i got me a therapist to tell me there's other men
i don't want none, i just want you
if i can't have you, no one should, i might

i might kill my ex, not the best idea
his new girlfriend's next, how'd i get here?
i might kill my ex, i still love him, though
rather be in jail than alone

i get the sense that it's a lost cause
i get the sense that you might really love her
the text gon' be evidence, this text is evidence
i try to ration with you, no murders, no crime of passion
but, damn, you was so out of reach
you was at the farmer's market with your perfect peach
now i'm in amazement, playin' on my patience
now you layin' face-down, got me sayin' over a beat

i'm so mature, i'm so mature
i'm so mature, i got me a therapist to tell me there's other men
i don't want none, i just want you
if i can't have you, no one will, i

i might kill my ex, not the best idea
his new girlfriend's next, how'd i get here?
i might kill my ex, i still love him, though
rather be in jail than alone

i did it all for love (love)
i did it all no drugs (drugs)
i did all of this sober
i did it all for us, oh
i did it all for love (love)
i did all of this on no drugs (drugs)
i did all of this sober
don't you know i did it all for us? (i'll kill your ex tonight)

oh, i just killed my ex, not the best idea
killed his girlfriend next, how'd i get here?
i just killed my ex, i still love him, though
rather be in hell than alone

"yo that shit is good!" Stevie says and i smile.

"i'm glad you like it." i say to him as i walk out of the recording area and sit down on the couch with everyone else.

"do you think you're gonna have another party for this song?" Nik asks me.

"maybe, i have to think about it, and since Neymar broke up with that bitch, there will probably be less drama, i hope." i say to him.

"you're gonna invite Neymar again?" Anya asks and i nod my head.

"yeah, it's not like he's gonna care anyway, it was just Bruna that cared so much, plus, he likes my music anyway." i say to her and she nods her head.

"okay, i'm just going to tweak some things and hopefully the song will be ready to release in about two weeks." Stevie tells me and i nod my head.

"thanks so much, Stevie, you're the best!" i tell him as i give him a hug and me, Anya, Nik, and Jacob exit the studio.

"we should all have dinner tonight." Anya suggests.

"can't, i'm going to my parents' house for dinner, it's Sunday, remember?" i tell her and she nods her head.

"oh yeah, i forgot, you always have Sunday dinner with you family." Nik says and i nod my head.

"i should get going to their house, i always help set the table." i say to them as i get into my car and drive to my parents' house.