My bully, our love (boy x boy)

After school

I walked from school, with Alex... it was quiet, he was thinking, I wonder what about.

We reached home and got some food, we sat down at the table. He looked at me and began.

"Hello Alex, how are you baby," my mother said, while waking in, giving me and Alex a hug as she then went upstairs.

"Well, the reason, why I locked myself away was because I was upset due to a breakup with my boyfriend," he said looking at his food.

I continued to just let him speak and wait till he finished.

"The guy, you may be wondering who that is, is Zander, Xavier's best mate... (I was shocked but kept quiet) one of my friends had Zanders friend add, on snap, so one time I was hanging out with my friend, we met up with Zander and his friend who was who was actually dating,"

" they were mostly together throughout the time so it was awkward for me and Zander..."

He takes a deep breath.

"We talked throughout that whole day and we were talking so much, we literally understood each other and I grew feelings, that's until I realised he had a girlfriend.... But she got jealous that he was always with me, so she cheated on him, he was upset and he was mostly at home, though I helped him and he was better after about 2-3 months, he really loved her,"

"... Then he would hang out with friends and I would mostly hang out with you and Anna at school, but we texted a lot, and 5 months had past since their breakup and I confessed on chat, he said he had feelings as well and we decided to secretly date... he would come here to hang when at dads house when dad wasn't there and or when I went out, I went to his house.."

"We dated for a month or two but then I caught his ex girlfriend kissing him and his hands on her.... I.... Broke up with him and he tried explaining and apologising. But I didn't let him explain, I was too stupid and upset and I really want him back but I'm scared, I'm sure he hates me-,"

Before he could finish, he was crying waterfalls, i hugged him tight, and let him cry.I was angry a bit and upset he didn't tell me but I didn't want to say anything since he was upset.

" we broke up a month or something ago, I'm so sorry I didn't tell you, i..," Alex said.

"Shh, it's ok..," I said.

"I love him but I don't know if it's the truth he says," Alex said, wiping his tears.

"What was the truth?"

"That I only saw a second of what happened but she was just being a bitch because she got cheated on and kissed him to forget that ex boyfriend of hers and he was pushing her away,"
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It was the next day of school, Tuesday, and my first two lessons, pe, I didn't mind pe but it was tiring, especially when I didn't have enough sleep from staying awake late thinking what happened the previous day with Xavier and especially Alex to make me question a lot of things. I wanted to know what actually happened when Zander's ex- girlfriend kissed him. I think I should talk to Zander but I was still so unsure.

I went in the changing rooms, I tend to come early as I hate when I walk in with a lot of eyes stare which makes me feel a bit weird. Alex also comes in early to meet with me but he wasn't here, in the next five minutes, people started waking in, but not Alex.

Xavier came in with his friends and he glanced at me, with a normal look as if I was no one, he had a upset expression when he looked away, the same from the time In the nurses room, I wondered why but I didn't quite wanted to question it so I ignored it.

I was already changed so I thought to ask my PE teacher if he was present, he kindly answered no. I was shocked to why he didn't tell me.

"He's your brother, how could you not know,," he said laughing, "It looks like u will have to find a new partner, I'm sorry, Zack, is that ok??
" he said, kindly.

"U..uh yes, it's fine, thanks," I said in a low voice.

"That's ok, lucky for u, there is even people in the class so you will end up with someone" he said while typing on his computer. I would rather be alone if Alex wasn't here.

"Thanks sir," I said mumbling.

(Yes lucky for me)

"The two people that weren't here is Alex and Zander, since Zander is ill and Alex has an appointment," as I texted him.

How could I forget Alex had an appointment!!!! Ugh and in the morning as well, he won't come so I'd be alone.

I questioned on who I'd be partners with and luckily my teacher pairs people up who are comfortable with each other but since Alex is here and zander ain't as well, that would mean that I would be partners with Xavier. Maybe.

My eyes widened, realising what I just said. Fuck, why him, would the teacher seriously make me partners with him, my stupid enemy!

I looked up from my phone to Xavier who was looking at me, I quickly looked back to my 'interesting' phone. Thoughts ran through me, had he realised as well that we would be partners, but hopefully we aren't though! and as much as I would tell the teacher why I didn't want to be partners, I couldn't. I just prayed that we wouldn't be and I'm just worrying for nothing.

Xavier
I looked at Zack, who was constantly texting someone. I'd figure it would be Alex who wasn't here as well as Zander, my partner, and so I'd figure that I would have to be partners with Zack. Fuck sakes, why him. He looked up at me and immediately looked away back on his phone. I could see he had an embarrassed expression.

I stared at him, he was so cute. I just wanted him so badly, wait Wtf, no, he's my enemy, we hate each other, since childhood, no! Ugh!

The teacher walked out his office and did the registration, and then, he led us out to the hall.