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LOCATION: NARDO'S HOTEL ROOM CONCEPT: GETTING SHIT TOGETHER TALK
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after the baby shower ended i changed into some more casual clothes and went over to the hotel that Nardo was staying at.
I walked in and went straight to the elevators, not wanting to talk to anyone.
Lucky I was the only one in there so i pressed floor 6 and waited while i contemplated what to say.
Am I ready?
The elevator dinged so I got off and went to this floor.
When I stopped at 621 I laid 3 knocks on the door and waited for it to open.
A couple mins later Nardo came to the door inna wife beater and some basketball shorts.
he looked nice
"cmon" he said letting me in as I went to sit on the couch. He closed and locked the door before joining me.
"so..." i said twisting my lips to the side.
"tell me how you felt after that night."
I swallowed the lump im my throat before I continued. "I felt scared of everyone, including you. My life was falling apart and I was blaming everyone who was close to me which was so inconsiderate because I know it hurt y'all too. Like I didn't even want to wake up from my coma like that's how much it affected me. When I moved, I moved because I couldn't bare to be in BR onna daily basis. Everything reminded me of that night and I hate it. But im sorry I didn't consider your feelings about the situation. Now how did you feel about it."
"I felt like I betrayed you. That night really fucks wit me and plays in my head foreal. After that all I wanted to do was be around you but you pushed me away. I was mad at everyone for weeks. I was depressed and angry. I was poppin pills and smoking weed and drinking lean. I felt like I let you and me down because I'm not that typa person and you wouldn't want me to be destroying my health when you destroyed my mental."
As soon as he said it felt like my heart broke, this boy was my everything and i broke him.
"Aye you don't gotta cry im good now." he said pulling me into a hug.
we sat there for a couple of mins before he broke the silence.
