[R18] For Hire: Sex-tutor ng Artista

Tutor 20

"Hello? Guards? check the whole building. Tell Gavin he's 5 minutes late!" Pilit ko'ng itinulak si Gavin sa akin pero kaya lang, ay sadya talaga'ng matigas ang kanya'ng ulo at ayaw akong pakawalan.

"G-gavin ano ba! Ganyan ka na ba talaga?" Itinulak ko ang kanya'ng matigas na dibdib pero patuloy pa rin siya sa pag-halik at pag-kagat ng leeg ko. He was leaving hickies!

I tried to shout pero hinahalikan lang niya ako. So I tried to stay calm.

"You have a girlfriend, I don't want this..." Bulong ko. Gusto ko na yata ma-iyak sa mga sinabi ko. This is not really what I wanted. Ayoko mangialam sa relasyon ng iba.

And that made him stop from kissing me. I knew it. It's still his girlfriend afterall. Those kisses- meant nothing to him. It's pure lust. While to me, it made me realized that I still love him. Na kahit sinasaktan na niya ako, mahal ko pa'rin siya.

Pinikit ko ang aking mga mata ng suntukin ni Gavin ang pader sa likod ko.

"We'll work this out as long as you love me Abigail... Do you love me?"

Mahal ko nga ba siya?

I do love him, but it is just not- enough, to take risks.

"H-Hindi kita mahal. It was just-for money."

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Gavin's POV

"H-Hindi kita mahal. It was just-for money."

It was just for money.

For my fucking money.

She never loved me.

What a fucking liar.

"Bro, tangina lang, babae lang yan!" Bigla'ng sumukpot si A.J sa waiting room backstage.

It has been 11 days since na nag-hiwalay kami ni Abigail. This time, I have no fucking idea where she is. Even Lizette and that Marco guy don't know where she is.

She left. She disappeared like a ghost.

I have no fucking idea why.

I thought it was our chance to fix everything we messed up. But we messed up even more.

I don't know what kind of game she wants to play.

"Hindi ko na alam A.J! Tang'na, ang gulo-gulo! Hindi ko alam kung ano i-isipin ko!" Ginulo ko ang aking buhok out of frustration.

It was all my fault.

Kung sana hindi ako nag-hanap ng ibang babae at iniwan si Abigail noon, hindi siguro mang ya-yari ito!

But I didn't have a choice. It was that time when I was kidnapped. I was fucking kidnapped by a group of mysterious people.

Those memories were still fresh in my mind.

It was so sudden na hindi ko talaga alam kung ano'ng nang-yari. Nagising na lang ako, nasa isa ako'ng gusali na madilim at may mga tao'ng nag ba-bantay sa'kin.

Alam nila yung tungkol sa'min ni Abigail. Things like, We live under the same roof, our contract, our feelings, everything.

They told me that they'll kill Abigail if we ended up together.

And guess what? I was a just a coward and a chicken that I did what they wanted. Iniwan ko siya.

I was afraid na kapag nag sumbong ako sa pulis ay baka saktan nila si Abigail.

So nag-hanap ako ng ibang babae para mawala si Abigail sa isipan ko. It didn't work.

"Tangina mo, nakikinig ka pa ba?" A.J nudged me.

"W-what did you say?" Ngunot noo'ng tanong ko.

"Pambihira! Sabi ko, babae lang yan. Mag-hanap ka na lang ng iba. Sometimes, you have to stop being selfish. Kung hindi ka gusto, Hindi ka gusto!"

Maybe he is right. Maybe I should stop being selfish.

"I thought she loved me too!" Tumayo ako sa upuan at sinipa ang table

"You know what, think about it." Tumayo si A.J sa upuan at lumabas ng kwarto.