Him|J.G|

chapter 9

|Ashley|

I felt this pain in my stomach, like someone was stabbing me. I reached over and turned on the lamp on the night stand i threw the covers off of me i was sitting in blood, I started panicing

"Nate" i screamed he shot up he looked down he picked me up and grabbed the car keys the whole way there its like everything was in slow motion. When we pulled in he ran over to the side and got me out we ran into the ER he screamed for help. They came out with a wheel chair and rushed me in the room,

The doctor came back she told me that i lost the baby they were going to have to do a surgery on me to take it out.

I sat there balling my eyes out Nate tried to comfort me but it didnt work i just pushed him I'm so stupid.

Maybe this was for the best, I wouldn't be a good mom for gods sake I'm a criminal.

"Mrs. Maloley?" the doctor asked

"yes?" i asked

"there is someone here to see you" he said i nodded telling him to send them in

A couple minutes later Grace walked threw the door she rushed over to me i started crying she did too

"I know it's gonna be okay" she soothed me i shook my head

"i dont know what i did wrong i ate and drank what i was suppose to i ate healthy i never drank pop just water i always took the pills i was suppose to" i cried

"i know it happens though we'll just have to get through it" she rubbed my back

"Nate left me again" i looked down she got off the bed i looked up her jaw was clenched and her fist was turning white

"I'm so sick of his shit I am not going to let my best friend get hurt like this he left you i know where he went yes he might be in pain but he can't just leave you and go get drunk off his ass and high probably fucking another girl im sorry Ash but its the truth and im not going to stand here and watch you get hurt anymore" she yelled i nodded

"Mrs. Maloley you can leave now" the doc said i got up and changed

I grabbed my keys and got in the car Grace climbed in the other side i stated the car the radio softly played

"let's go out" i said she nodded

we got home i change (outfit above play the song living dead girl by rob zombie)

we showed up and i saw Nate i smirked he was with a girl i went to the bar and got a drink Nate was looking at me i had a gun in my pants in the back at the belt i looked at him Gilinsky was right by him i walked over and grabbed Gilinsky

"your mine tonight" i whispered in his ear he nodded we started kissing he was soon pulled away from me i knew it was Nate so i slapped him then his little slut came and hit me