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Chapter 2 : My past

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-- Silver Irish Claire's POV --

I'll admit that I had a very painful past.

Yeah, It looks like my life was very perfect but to be honest with you guys,

IT'S ABSOLUTELY NOT.

** FLASHBACK **

There was this guy who made a promise to me. 

He vowed to me that when we graduated in college, he will find me even if I have already husband or whatsoever.

We promised to each other that we were going to marry each other when the RIGHT time comes.

To make it short,

He's my FUTURE HUSBAND

and

I AM HIS FUTURE WIFE . 

I believed to that freaking promise.

But, I don't know if i'm still going to wait for him.

beacuse aside from the fact that he has a current girlfriend, 

I don't have any communication with him in any form . And I think that he already forgot about me and our PROMISE TO EACH OTHER ..

which I really believed so much .... :'(

It's very hard to forget him. I said to God that he will be my future husband.

But how about him?

What if he already forgot about that vow?

WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?

HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO REACT WITH THIS?

Should I forget him and our vows ?

SHOULD I MOVE ON NOW ?

OR

SHOULD I STILL WAIT FOR HIM ?

Urgghhh ! It's very hard to decide >.<

It seems that he leave me hanging ! :"(

I'M SO CONFUSED !!! I don't know what am I gonna do :(

** BACK TO REALITY **

I just find myself crying over my painful past.

*sob sob sob*

I wish he just didn't promise to me anything so that I'm not like waiting for rain - drought and useless :'(

HE'S SO DAMN FU*KING GUY !!!

I HATE HIM FOR BEING SUCH LIKE THAT ! 

Underneath my hatred to him, I still feel undying love for him ...

Am I being CRAZY ?

I mean, i hate him and still love him at the same time ?

:'(

I hope he missed me too like I do ..

But, it seems like it's not ..

Yepp, he didn't tell me to expect . But there's always this vow that i always remember ...

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-- DANIEL'S POV --

 I remember her again ..

It seems like I often remember my ex-girlfriend !!

How could she do that to me ?

We used to love each other so tenderly.

But why did it happened?

Why did she leave me in darkness???

I thought she love me !!

Now you know why I'm being a cold-hearted huy :'(

Aside from the fact that my parents had no time for me,

and the painful fact that the only girl I loved for all of my life had left me .

Am I still going to wait for her?

Or should I just move on with that crap?

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