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If Only

If only if only...

You could go back and change your past.

Would you go back?

Would you rewirte your mistakes?

Or relive the glory days?

Would you try and make the world a better day?

Visit a loved one.

So many choices.

Just like now, we're always left with options .

Never genuinely knowing which is the right one.

In the end, it comes down to you.

Yes!
You!

It's your life.

Your decision

"Trust your instincts"

That's what we are told, but do we listen though.

How do you learn the difference between your instincts and impulse?

To be honest, I still don't truely know.
I move towards whats pulling me close and how it makes me feel.
Does it screams out frequency that my body can't take.
Does it flow within me?
Breaths in the same air?
Does it make me feel one?
Do it feel right?
From time I start to question.
I know to let that shit go.

However, that is not always the case.
As fear comes into play.
The waves not always the same.

Knowing this makes it hard to believe in
Yourself sometimes.
Has you  doubting my action.

As every action comes with an reaction.

Back in the day, you would sometimes blame others for the cards you dealt.
As, you decide what you do with your life.
Yes! Sometimes, sometimes its different.
I've bet you've done the same.

Can you honestly say you're happy with every decision, every reactions every moment that happened in your life up till this day?

We as humans struggle to take ownership of our lives.
As it's someone else that's provented us,  from chasing our dreams.
Stopping you from saying what you  truly feel.

We say to ourselves

"It's no big deal, I'll do it tomorrow"

"It's not the right time"

"If only I had the opportunity they had then I could be like them too."

We make excuses for everything.

Simply as  it's easier to shift the blame.

When you look back you feel a little bit of shame.
Because over time you reflect on how you had the resources around you.
Just never used the tools right in front of you.

"Practice makes prefect."
"Practice makes progress."

We hear these comon phrases.

Do we actually take on its meaning?

"Actions speak louder than words"

That's what we all say.

Start of your day living how you wish to live each day.
Paul William says "Tomorrow will never comes"
So do is the today.

Never fear as thoughs are just little demons trying to keep you here.
Making you doubt yourself, fucks with your mental state.

"Practice makes prefect"

For example

Whiles learning to play a song on the piano, get a few keys wrong
Get annoyed, as its not as easy as you thought.
Yet you keep going  until your able to play the tune.
Just like Aaliyah said "Try again "
Never forget that important message my friend.
"If at first you don't succeed dust yourself off and try again dust yourself and try again try again and again."

See its written in the  songs, acted out and placed in front of our face everyday. 
Yet we are still blind.
Chase saying we living.
Depending on no one but yourself.
Whiles relaying on everyone else.
Wealth over your health.
We all do it as we humans.
Just need to own it.
Dismissing your fouls turns you into the fool.
You not allowing yourself to improve.
Learn from your mistakes.
As thats our only purpose.
To learn and grow..

If only if only we could all See...