𝐹𝑒𝑎𝑟／𝐻𝑦𝑢𝑛𝑙𝑖𝑥

Chapter 19

"Are you gonna keep on staring or get up?Pick one and leave one love.." Hyunjin said.I scoffed "why would I even want to stare at you your a whole ass jumpscare!" I yelled "If I'm a jumpscare then why are you still looking at me?" He said back.I rolled my eyes "whatever" I said as I stuck out my tongue.

"keep on showing me to tongue and watch what I'll do" I scoffed and stuck out my tongue out again since I knew he couldn't do anything.But oh boy....I was so fucking wrong.He kissed me...I'm so stupid.

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No one's POV

Hyunjin grabbed Felix and got on top of him.He smashed their lips together and started kissing him and holding him still by his waist.Felix was shook and didn't know what to do he then started sobbing. "Please....no.." he said repeatedly sobbing.Hyunjin got off him and hugged the boy who was sobbing and repeating the words over and over again.

Hyunjin sighed and pulled the younger to his lap and held onto him like as if he was a koala.Soon after when the younger stopped crying and the sound of soft snores could be heard.Hyunjin sighed but then smiled at the younger who looked so beautiful while sleeping.

"you don't know how much I love you..." hyunjin kisses his forehead then carefully pulled him off and laid him down properly before covering him with the blanket kissing his forehead then leaving the room to make him some food and warm coffee for Felix to eat and drink.

Hyunjin ran down to his kitchen and grabbed some mochi donuts from his fridge and put Felix's food in a different plate from the mochi donuts and heated both in the microwave.He waited and checked his watched every single second for he can go leave it to Felix and find some clothes for him.

The microwave then beeped startling hyunjin causing him to jump."Its ready!Finally!" Hyunjin said as he ran back to his room with both plates and warm coffee making sure not to drop it.Once he successfully made it to his bedroom without dropping anything he placed it by the cabinet next to his bed.Hyunjin then grabbed a towel and some clothes of his and set it in the bathroom making sure to put a note on it for Felix to read once he enters the bathroom.

He smiles and grabs a book reading it on his desk waiting for the younger to wake up.

23 minutes later

Felix then woke up and he looked around while rubbing his eye.He then spotted hyunjin sitting on his chair with a book on his chest sleeping peacefully.Felix couldn't help but stare at the beautiful person.He smiled to himself and went to the bathroom.

He entered it and used it then washed his hands once he finished washing them he looked around the corner and saw a note and read it. "dear Lix I'm not really sure if your reading this or not but I just wanted to say if you want to shower then you can and you can wear some of mine sorry if they dont fit but I hope it helps:) -Love hyunjin" The note said.

Felix blushed and smiled he undressed slowly and once he took off every piece of clothing he looked at his body absolutely hating all the scars,scratches,dried blood,hickeys and cuts from the guy that tried raping him.

He felt like he's worthless,useless,not strong and a ugly person with an ugly body.He sighed and turned on the shower head and put it to warm.He checked the water and entered immediately washing his hair after he washed his hair he washed his body.

All of a sudden Felix stopped all his movements and felt like he was gonna throw up.He immediately got out and threw up in the toilet.He flushed it and got back to showering.He finished and then sat down in the bathtub and started sobbing while the water was splashing him.He sobbed and finally stopped when he felt like he was gonna faint.

He immediately got up and changed into Hyunjins hoodie not bothering to put on the shirt.He put the boxers on and to his surprise the hoodie covered it.He smiled slightly before going out with only a hoodie and boxers on.

Once he opened the door he was met with a worried hyunjin. "Hey are you okay? I heard crying and vomiting are you okay?" Once hyunjin said that Felix immediately broke down in the olders arms sobbing while shaking his head no.

"Hey listen lix your gonna be okay everything is gonna be okay I promise..." Hyunjin said as he stroked Felix's wet hair. "Cry as much as you want I don't mind especially if it's you" hyunjin said softly as he kissed Felix's forehead gently.

"Here come eat the food I served you while it's still a bit warm" Hyunjin said carrying the you get to the bed placing him gently and tucking his legs into the soft blanket. "Thank you hyung...really thank you..." Felix said softly making Hyunjin smile.

"Your welcome now eat because I'm going to take you somewhere after okay?" Hyunjin said then Felix nodded in response smiling to himself.

"Thank you hyung for everything you've done for me...I've been an asshole to you and I don't deserve this treatment from you.."

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