I look at chan as he walked by.I couldn't believe him he called innie a fucking fag when he himself was a fag or whatever.He broke him and the worst part he took jeongins first kiss and his fucking virginity and he was just completely rude after...What a dick.
I see jeongin and run to him and he smiled. "I'm okay lix don't worry..." I could see in his eyes how heart broken he feels.
4 hours later (lunch)
"Hey innie give me my fucking money i have to get my fucking lunch!" I yelled smiling as I heard him giggle and run to the cafeteria and my smile dropped quickly when I see he had bumped into as he felt onto the floor massaging his head.I see him as he looked up as his eyes met with Chan's.
I see his eyes meet with Bangchan's. "Watch where you are fucking going faggot...Next time fucking watch and stop playing around idiot" I hear him say.He grabbed his stuff and was about to leave.I was about to go up to him and stand up for innie when suddenly I heard his voice.
"Why are you being so fucking rude?! I didn't mean to!" Chan stopped and turned back then looked at Jeongin with a cold stare and a deadly glare. "Well you have fucking eyes don't you? Use them and also I'm only nice to people who aren't fucking faggots like you!" Everyone stared and looked at what was happening.
"You know what! You're a fucking dickhead! If it was because of yesterday night I'm sorry I was bad in bed! But you don't have to say it...It was my fucking first time! Not only did you steal my fucking first kiss...but also my fucking virginity! That was all supposed to be taken by someone who loves me..." Jeongin yelled.I looked at him as he hung his head low.
He was on the verge of crying and I could see it.Everyone gasped at the scene caused.Chan looked at him not saying anything in shock.Jeongin pushed past him running to somewhere.I looked and everyone was watching. "What?! mind your fucking business people and fucking eat!" I yelled as everyone turned away.
I scoffed at Chan and was about to pass him but then I put my hand on his shoulder and whispered to him. "You're a real asshole right now...not only did jeongin like you but hes liked you for three years and what you guys did yesterday meant everything to him.He won't forgive you easily...He will know" I sighed "I forgot to tell you but apologize...he feels humiliated and unloved... Especially if you're the only one who he feels very safe around and very loved with...and as you called him a fag he felt shattered."
"Hes had a traumatic childhood...and you just calling him a fag and using him makes you just like his parents..." I sighed and left not wanting to look or talk to him.
I ran inside the bathroom to only see jeongin doing his makeup.He put on a very visible fake smile. "Are you feeling any better?" I ask as he only nodded.
He put everything back in his makeup bag again and looked at me with an actual genuine smile. "Lets gaurr!" He says I laughed and nodded then we skipped away.
3 months later
It's been three fucking months since this incident.The thing is that Chan never changed hes still dating that chick and well jeongin...he's not doing fine at all.
He barely gets out of his house only in school..he skips like two times a day and it's come to realization that he was smiling to himself at certain times for a month and it stopped.Hes been getting thinner and he's been wearing a lot of corsets these days.He hasn't been eating often but I always try talking to him about it and he always changes the subject.Hes been throwing up his food on purpose and I've tried telling him but he just shuts me out.
I'm really worried and I'm very glad he hasn't been running past chan.I feel stupid for thinking he would actually apologize.No one has seen jeongin around lately because all he would do was hide.Not only that but he had sex with a person at school which wasn't chan and then he complained to me how the persons dick was small and didn't give him any pleasure but he didn't care.
Today is the day where me and jeongin will be everywhere and wear cute outfits oh and jeongin grew out his hair and it's super cute on him.He dyed his hair blonde and it's pretty long.
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(The reference)
I got lost in my thoughts when someone was talking to me. "Baby are you okay?" Hyunjin asks.I nod "I'm okay I was just thinking about jeongin...it's in a very bad condition.." I say looking at him.He nods "I noticed that too I'll talk to Chan about it...speaking of which I have to go get him the fucking sex toy he fucking wants for his fucking slut..." I nod "Okay be careful babe" I say as I peck him on his lips.He smiles widely and blushes then leaves.
Alrighty now I have to wake up jeongin so we can finally go for a walk at the mall and buy his favorite things I'm paying today obviously.I get up and start walking up the stairs.I open the door and see him laying there sleeping.I smile at the way he's peacefully sleeping that sure is the baby bread I know.
