Nothings been the same

Complicated

Vince slowly shut the door behind him, turning to face Howard. He pressed his lips together before opening his mouth with a pop, hoping to ease the tense silence that had fallen between them.  

“So...” he tried nonchalantly, trying to get Howard to look at him.

Howard collapsed on the couch, letting out a deep sigh and rubbed his forehead with one hand before looking up to meet Vince's eyes. He was met with a look of  concern that only further made him sigh in defeat. He let his eyes fall back to the floor. He felt like such a bastard for yelling at him.

"Howard," Vince took a step closer to him, but Howard kept his eyes focused on the floor. "Howard, look at me," he pleaded. 

When Howard still didn't respond, he reached out, gently cupping his chin so that their eyes were finally locked again.

Howard closed his eyes for a second trying not to think about his warm touch. Vince watched as Howard's eyes darted towards his mouth for half a second before returning to look at his feet.

Vince was now crouched down in front of him, face still in his hand. 

"Please," Vince's voice was soft, "tell me what's the matter"

Finally, after taking a deep breath, Howard looked up at him again. He opened his mouth to speak, but no words came out. His eyes flickered from Vince's mouth to his eyes and then back again. He was having trouble meeting his gaze, which worried him even more.

He cleared his throat “Vince, I'm sorry” he paused for a moment as if thinking,  “I shouldn't have yelled at you"

"I don't give a toss about that right now" Vince let a small smile creep onto his lips, in an attempt to cheer Howard up "Tell me what's wrong" he repeated, this time with more determination.

Howard took a moment before he spoke "Since.. since that night on the roof when we first kissed..." he trailed off, not knowing just how to continue.

 "You're worried it will happen again?" Vince guessed. Howard almost looked like he was taken aback.

"No– well, yes, but..." Howard stammered,  clearly unsure of himself. Vince leaned forward, as if encouraging him to go on. 

"I want.." Howard tried again, but failed to continue. Come to think of it, what did he want?

"I want--" 

He looked back to Vince's eyes, 'you' he thought simply. Vince noticed the intensity of Howard's stare and without thinking he leaned forward, closing the space between them. 

Their lips connected tentatively at first, just barely touching. When neither moved away, they both started moving more passionately, pressing harder against each other, desperate to get close to each other. Vince wrapped one arm around Howard's neck, pulling him closer. 

The kiss grew more heated, both men starting to lose themselves to the feeling of the other. Vince let his free hand trail up Howard's thigh and he felt him gasp. 

Fuck. What the hell was he doing? He hesitated, about to move his hand away before Howard rested his hand atop Vince's, urging him to continue. As Vince slid his hand higher up Howard's thigh, he felt Howard trying to suppress a moan.

Seeing it as a challenge, that was all it took for Vince to push Howard against the back of the couch, climbing into his lap and straddling him. Howard let out another gasp. Vince could see the heat in Howard's eyes and grinned.

He lowered himself to capture Howard's lips again before moving back slightly "Is this what you wanted?" he asked softly.

Howard nodded slowly, eyes never leaving Vince's lips. Vince chuckled softly and leaned back down kissing him hungrily. He began to unbutton Howard's shirt, running his fingers along Howard's torso.

"Vince.." Howard breathed against his lips. It sent shivers down his spine at the use of his name. Vince smiled against Howard's lips as he continued unbuttoning his shirt.

Once Howard's shirt was completely open and off of him, Vince moved to start undoing his belt. He glanced back up at Howard who looked utterly mesmerised by the sight of Vince undressing him.
After Vince's trousers and boxers joined Howard's on the ground, he turned back to face him. He leaned down and ran his tongue over his neck, causing Howard to arch up into Vince's touch. 

"Vince.." Howard breathed as Vince licked at his pulse point, he desperately tried to compose himself before continuing "Are you sure–"

"Shut up" Vince whispered before attacking Howard's neck with more fervour. 

The sound of Howard's muffled moan filled the room. Vince smirked and pulled back, allowing Howard to see his smug expression. Howard stared back at him. The desire in his eyes was unmistakable.

Without warning, Vince ground his hips against Howard. Howard groaned loudly and gripped the sofa tightly, trying to keep himself together. He was definitely going to come if Vince didn't stop torturing him.

Howard whined weakly, trying to catch his breath. He placed a gentle hand on Vince's hip. Vince smirked at him once more before leaning forward again to capture Howard's lips.

"Tell me you want me" he murmured against Howard's lips. He pulled away slightly, watching Howard swallow heavily.

"I do want you," Howard said. He could feel his heart beating rapidly in his chest. This was something he had wanted for a long time.

"What do you need me to do to make you feel good?" Vince whispered into Howard's ear, nibbling on the lobe.

"Anything," Howard replied breathlessly, unable to hold back any longer. Vince bit back a chuckle at how easily he answered.

Just like that he lowered himself onto Howard, pushing him further into the couch, letting out a satisfied groan as he sank down, taking Howard's entire length inside of him.

Howard gasped as Vince sunk down, tightening around him. It felt amazing. Every part of his body was throbbing.  He couldn't help but to grab at Vince, burying his hands into his hair.

"Fuck," Howard moaned against Vince's neck, gripping his hair tighter.

Vince pushed up and down, causing Howard to cry out louder. Vince was determined to drive him absolutely crazy.

Howard threw his head back, his face flushed, eyes clenched shut, as Vince's pace quickened. Vince moved faster and faster, driving Howard mad. Howard dug his fingers into Vince's back, leaving behind red marks as he pulled him impossibly close. His whole body felt on fire. He was ready to explode. His heart was pounding, his breaths were shallow, and he couldn't take anymore. 

"Come for me Howard" Vince growled into his ear. 

With that, Howard exploded, shooting his release inside of Vince. 

"Vince!" he cried out, squeezing Vince tightly, as he thrust upward.  

Vince couldn't stop a needy whine from escaping his mouth as he came undone, his cum spurting onto Howard's stomach, making him grunt in satisfaction.

They stayed like that for a few moments, catching their breath, before Vince slowly rolled off of Howard, his body still twitching slightly from the orgasm.

"Howard?" he whispered.

"Hmm?"  Howard responded lazily. His breathing was laboured as he struggled to regain his composure.

"Feeling better?"  Vince asked teasingly, raising an eyebrow.

A smirk tugged at Howard's lips as he lifted his head to look Vince in the eye. A mischievous glint appeared in his eyes as he leaned forward and brushed his nose with Vince's before speaking, "Much" he said with a cocky tone, before placing a soft kiss to Vince's lips.