Lyrics To Songs I Relate To (Cause I Really Wanna Do This-)

Happier Than Ever - Billie Eilish (PARTIALLY CLEAN)

Authors Note:

TW: Mentions of drinking and drunk driving

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When I'm away from you,
I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better,
I wish it wasn't true...

Give me a day, or two,
To think of something clever
To write myself a letter
To tell me what to do...

Do you read my interviews?
Or do you skip my avenue?
When you said you were passing through,
Was I even on your way?

I knew when I asked you to be cool about what I was telling you,
You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do
And I'd end up more afraid...

Don't say it isn't fair...
You clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable,
So if you really wanna know,

When I'm away from you,
I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true...

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You call me again,
Drunk in your Benz
Driving home, under the influence

You scared me to death,
But I'm wasting my breath
Cause you only listen to your other friends

I don't relate to you
I don't relate to you, no,
Cause I'd never treat me this shitty...
You made me hate this city

And I don't talk shit about you on the internet,
Never told anyone anything bad
Cause that's just embarrassing,
You were my everything,
And all that you did was make me feel sad

So don't waste the time I don't have,
And don't try to make me feel bad

I could talk about every time that you showed up on time,
But I'd have an empty line, cause you never did

Never paid any mind to my mother or friends,
So I shut em all out for you,
Cause I was a kid...

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You ruined everything good...
Always said you were misunderstood...

Made all my moments your own...

JUST GOD DAMN LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!