A letter - DNF

Chapter 3

"Hey George!

I wanted to send you a letter for a long time, but I had many things to do in my life. I moved out of my parents' house after mine was finally built up. I want to ask you a question. But before I'll ask it, you need to think of that really properly.
Because I live alone now, I mean, there is Patches but I want to have a human around me so I thought it would be a good idea, if you'll move to my house. I know you didn't finish school yet but there's a good school nearby. It's a little bit expensive but I'll pay for it.
I know you don't feel the best so please, discuss it with your parents. And once again, I apologize for not sending you any letter.
Ohh and I would love to introduce you to some of my friends. If you'll like them, they could live with us. It's up to you... I maybe mentioned them sometimes but I am not sure.
If your parents will agree, please send me a letter immediately. Please take care, Dream ♥︎"

   Tears were falling on the paper. I couldn't believe it. I was so happy that he was okay. However, I was shocked about the "Dream ♥︎" thing. No, he was just beaing nice. He probably doesn't have any feelings for me.

   I looked at the address so I could talk about it with my parents. They, I mean, my father is probably going to say no. Fuck him.

   The sky was so dark. I really love night skies. It gives me chills. The stars and the moon are just beautiful.
   As I was looking at the sky, I heard my mom opening the balcony door, again. She was scared.

   „The dinner's ready," she said quietly and left my room and I went with her. My father was already sitting at the table and he was glaring at us but I wasn't scared anymore, I hate him!!

   Me and mom were staring at the food and father was eating like an pig. Disgusting. I was giving him a disgust look and my mother was doing the same. He didn't even ask why we weren't eating with him.

   „Mom, dad, Dream sent me a letter and he was asking me if I could live with him and-" „ABSOLUTELY NOT YOU GAY IDIOT!! I CAN'T HAVE A GAY CHILD!" my dad interrupted me. I stayed quiet.

   „Please dad, he will pay for the school," I begged him. He slapped the table and stood up. „THE FUCK DID YOU NOT UNDERSTAND?! NO MEANS NO!" I could tell he was drunk once again. I stood up too: „IF NO MEANS NO THEN WHY AREN'T YOU LISTENING TO MOM? YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT A NONSENSE ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT YOU OLD STUPID MAN!" I shouted back and went back to my room. I could hear my father shouting behind my back.

   As I shouted the door really hard, I was thinking about something. That idea was just insane, I can't do it.

   I have a radio in my room and I decided to put some music so I could think of something else. I really like music. I would even want to make music but you know my dad really well. I put some classic music and put my hoodie on and went on the balcony again. It was my favorite place. I brought the radio with me so I wouldn't stand here in silence. As the music was playing, I found cigarettes in my pockets so I lit one. And well I was smoking hoping dad won't come here. Oh wait I forgot. He doesn't care about me and mom.

   I was staring at the sky while I was smoking and I remembered about Wilbur's birthday which is tomorrow. I didn't have a gift for him but I decided to invite Wilbur for a sleepover at my place.

   Once I was done with smoking, I took a towel and went quietly to the bathroom. I took a quick shower and brushed my teeth. As I was walking back to my room, I saw dad sleeping on the couch with the TV on. „Pfff, and then he is mad about the bills. Such an idiot," I whispered to myself. I couldn't find mom, she was probably sleeping in her room.

   I was in my room and was looking for some clothes I could sleep in. I found a hoodie from Dream. When he was at my place the last time, he forgot it here. I smelled it and it smelled amazing. Just like him. I put it on and also put long warm socks so I wouldn't catch cold. I took a deep breath and went to sleep.

   When I woke up, I looked at the time. It was 9AM I think. I dressed up and went to mom to day good morning.

   „Hey mom, good-" she paused me. „Hey honey, good morning. Sorry that I interrupted you but Daniel went on a business trip so we'll be fine for a week!" She said and she was really happy and so I was. „That's great!" I said, „anyways I wanted to ask if Wilbur could come over and sleep here. It is his birthday day," I asked her. She said yes, obviously. She was different from my father.

   I put my shoes and went over to Wilbur's house. I rang on the bell and he opened the door after a while. I wished him happy birthday and hugged him. „Come inside, George!" He invited me in. I followed him to his room. „So uhmm do you want to sleep in my house tonight? My dad's on a business trip and my mom would be glad to see you. You know her. She's sweet," I said. He agreed and immediately started to pack his bag. He informed his mom and we were walking again to my house.

   My mom welcomed Wilbur and we went to my room. I opened the balcony doors and we sat down on the chairs.

   „So, Dream sent me a letter. He asked me if I could move out and live with him... I asked my father but he immediately said no. I don't know what to do anymore..." I said almost crying. „George, you dummy, your dad is not at home for a week. You and your mom should run away and live with Dream!" He said. „Well I was thinking about that idea but that sounds crazy!!!" Mom opened the door and she probably heard everything. „George, we should try it. You know he is using me and after you came out to him, he really doesn't care about his family anymore. All he cares about is beer, TV and football. Wilbur's idea is great in my opinion. I was planning this a while ago but I wasn't ready till now," my mom said and I was speechless for a minute. „I don't know mom, what about you Wilbur? I will miss you..." I said and looked at Wilbur in the eyes. He said: „Nah don't worry about me, I have other friends, but promise me one thing. You'll send me letters and you'll make Dream your boyfriend," Wilbur said and I was so embarrassed. „Shut up!!! Don't embarrass me like that Wilbur!" He was laughing and my mom with him. I was red like a tomato.

   „Oh so my boy is in love with a another man, interesting," she said with a smirk on her face. „NOOOOO!!! WILBUR I SWEAR TO GOD. I WANTED TO TELL HER BY MYSELF," I screamed by the embarrassment. „I already knew it. You are still sleeping in his hoodie he's left here."

   Okay, this conversation was so embarrassing.