Long distance

confessions

*3 months have passed since I met him*
(Short summery of what happen those three months)
I met another guy on Facebook named nathan we talked for a while but I really didn't pay attention when he was trynna flirt with me I was more into Juan soo my best friend Cynthia started to talk to him because during class she took my phone away and texted him calling him ugly and stuff..so he added her on fb and they started to talk and he didn't talk to me no more which I was glad 2 weeks had passed,march 8 on a sunday Cynthia posted 3-8-15 ...I was surprised and shocked because she didn't told me I was wondering who it was.

March 8,2015
Who could my best friend be going out with and she didn't even told me I had to know just by the post she posted wow...why didn't she told me before posting it I'm her best friend I thought we tell each other everything ugh well I guess I have to find out so I texted her
Selina:hey bish soo who ur bae

Cynthia: someone....

Selina: -_- really tell me...

Cynthia:okey wait....

Selina:yyaayy....
Seen 8:45
This girl taking for ever and she left me on seen okay...who could it be I was thinking and thinking..mmm wait Nathan I remember she sended a screenshot of the text he sended
Cynthia: I thought you liked Selina tho

Nathan:well yeah just a little bit

That's all i read cause she scribble the rest of the text...she must be going out with Nathan then. I went to Nathans profile and saw that he also posted a 3-8-15 knew it I took a screen shot just in case Cynthia trynna prove that that's not true

Selina: really u always leave me on seen why??

Cynthia: sorry I was busy

Selina: it's okey but tell me who's ur babe?..
Is it .....nathan...?

Cynthia: nooo....

Selina: yes it is don't lie
Cynthia:nooooo
We changed the topic and started texting normal until she said..
Cynthia: I got to tell u something okey don't tell no one promise

Selina: I promise

Cynthia: I'm going out with nathan.

Wow I was suprised because she always said that he was ugly and she made fun of him but I guess she started to like him..well I'm happy for her but if he do something ugh his gonna get squad up

Selina: really...wow..congrats besti..atlist u have a babe
Cynthia: yeah...thanks...bish we need to get u a babe
Selina:hahah how?...
Cynthia: em em...well idk but im getting you one
Selina:well I haven't told you something yet...well I like someone
Cynthia:WHO.???
Selina: remember that guy I told you about and I text a lot....well I like Juan
Cynthia: what ouuhh ewwww u like juantortas aha
Selina: stfu Yess I do and don't say stuff cuz your going out with Nathan who you called ugly
Cynthia:shut up his not ugly ok ...and well why don't u ask him out?
Selina: me nah he will probably say no
Cynthia: why??? It looks like he like you what about what he told you yesterday

Messages from me and Juan yesterday
Juan:I have had a horrible day
Selina: why ???
Juan:I got in a fight with someone at school for some dumb shit
Selina:are you okey
Juan:yeah I'm Okey he Barely touch me haha
Selina: hahah well good thing your okay
Juan:can I ask you something?
Selina:umm sure
Juan: if I lived close too you and if I asked you "would you be my gf "what would you say? And be honest
Selina:well umm I would say Yess....
Juan: really why???
Selina:well because I like how you are I like your personality and.. Etc but why are you asking?
Juan:just asking but its better for you to not like me
Selina:don't worry I won't I Wont get that crazy for you haha
Jaun:mm okey than

*Back to the convo with cynthia*

Selina: do u remember what he said ....
Cynthia: soo....that don't mean anything
*Ding* I got a message from Juan
Selina: omg Juan texted me
Cynthia: go ahead talk to him

Juan: sorry if i replied late so umm can I get your WhatsApp
Selina: Ita okey and sure it's ***-***-****
Jaun: thanks I will add you
Selina: okey ..umm why did u asked me that question yesterday?
Juan:what question?
Selina: If u lives close and want to be your gf thing
Juan: ohh just cuz
Selina:mmm okay
Minutes passed and we texted on WhatsApp I talked to cynthia about what juan said to me when I asked about why he asked me that question but why does he not want me to like him I know he asked me that question for a reason but what could that reason be I really want to know I wonder if he likes me the way I do and feels the same as I do for him...hours later

Juan:I like you
What does he mean by that does he like me like I do or as a friend
Selina:I aslo like you
Juan:but our thing would never work out
I was surprised he actually did mean that he likes me but what does he mean it won't work out
Selina: why???...ohh wait is it because we are in different states?
Juan:yeah ..damn I feel horrible
Selina:ohhh ... I also feel bad
At that moment I felt so bad I hated this obstacles why does he have to be so far away from me I didn't knew what to do now I need someone to cheer me up I feel bad...I'm just sad..I need to text Cynthia