does she know

chapter 12:meeting with pierre and more drama

I was walking alone Lena was coming to newyork to but she needed to make the baby room first. I was still happy for her,i was exited to be a aunt. I hoped she thought the same about it,she doesn't know anything about me and the baby and I'm scared to tell her about it.  I walked throught the beautiful city and all the large buildings. I stopped and watch a short video of the f1 race last week,it was on a huge screen.  I smiled at the good time i had there. I walked a bit more when i bumped into someone.  "Omg I'm so sorry!" I say.  "Hey Jessie it's oke!" It was Pierre i didn't know if i was happy to see him or not it was diffecult between us.  "How are you?" He asks.  "I'm good i guess."  He nod slowly and Kika ran up to us.  "Hey jes!" Kika said hugging me tight.  I looked at them and i remeberd what they said. I nod and wanted to walk faster and away from them.  "We need to go we have breakfast with friends!" Kika said. I nod and gave Kika a hugg and walked past Pierre.  It was a week ago when i heard the news of the fake dating,I still didn't know what i needed to think about it.  I didn't know if i had feeling for Pierre or not,or just crush feelings.  i walked  through central park and sat down on a bench i grabbed my book and read a bit and i tried to get relaxed.

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It was evening when i got a text from Pierre. He wanted to meet me at his hotel,it was weird he never wanted anything to do with me and know he suddenly love me. I thought it was weird but i still wanted to go and see what he had to say. I knocked on he's hotelroom door. I waited and the door opend Pierre looked at me and opend the door more wider. I walked in and he closed the door. "What is it Pierre?" I ask. "I'ts about us and Kika. when you left this morning you looked hurt and i wanted to see if you were okay" Pierre said.  "I'm Pierre but it's just that since i lost the baby you give more about me than before.In fact  You never cared about me."  Pierre looked pale. He hugged me tight and i cried and hugged him back.  "What about Kika?" I ask.  "Were fake remeber."  I nod and kissed him. I felt his lips pressing on mine,it felt so good.  I stopped and pulled away. He looked at me and i saw in he's eyes he wanted more than just a kiss he wants everything.  "We can't pierre" I say "you just use me as one of you sex toys and i dont want that and im not like that" i added.  "Jessie you know you aren't that for me"  "Yes I'am when i was pregnant you didn't want anything to to with me. When i needed you the most  you weren't there." I say.  "I like you Pierre but i can't." I walked out of the hotel room and ran to a taxi i stepped inside and he drove off. when we arrived at my mom and dads house i steppd out and gave the driver money. I walked in and when i saw my mom i cried. She hugged me tight and saw i was with Pierre.  "Honey it's oke it's all gonna be fine." My mom says.  I didn't want to let her go i was so upset what happend there. My mom bring me to the living room were my dad sat at the dinning table. My dad looked up and saw my upset face he hugged me immediately.  "What did he do?" My dad asks.  "Nothing dad i did it now." I cried harder and just didn't know what do anymore. I walked to the kitchen trying to calm down. I just didn't know what to do now. I looked at my mom who was talking to my dad i was curious what it was so i did my best to listen to it.  "I can't stand it anymore seeing her like this!" My mom said.  "I know maybe i will hire somewhone." My dad said. More i couldn't hear. I grabbed something to drink and i walked back to the living room. "Hey honey." My mom say.  "Lena is almsot coming back!"  I nod and smiled.  "Who are you hiring?" I ask. My dad stopped smiling and looked at me. "It are adult thing dear." My dad said. "I'm a adult so tell me." he sighed.  "It's just for a new company."  My dad said.  "And i need to believe that it was about me tell me!" I say almost yelling. "We wanna send you to Monaco." I looked at them. "Your'e joking right?" I say.  "Were not your'e going there if you will like it or not!" My dad said furious. "I'm 23! I can make my own decisions!" I say yelling.  "Your'e going! He's not good for you you need a break from him and boys!" My dad say.  "In Monaco there are boys to!" I say. I ran up to my room and slammed the door shut. I cried i couldn't believe it there sending me away again! do they even love me?! I texted Lena about it. I wanted to text Pierre about it but i didn't he didn't live in newyork and soon he will be gone. I heard mom mom walking in i looked up and was mad at her.  "Honey let me please explain."  I nod slowly and looked at her. "Your'e going to your'e aunt and uncle. I know it's diffecult but you need a break."  My mom said.  "But I wana be with  you and dad." I say.  My mom hugged me,and looked at me. "Your'e going this summer vacation."  I nod and hugged her tight. "Do you hate me?" I ask. "Ofc not honey!"  "But this is the second time you send me away..."  Now she is crying and looked at the floor.  "I'm sorry hon i didn't know what do about your'e dad when your'e pregnant"  I hugged her tight. I know my dad can be a pain in the ass,he's overprotecitve and wants the best for he's familie.  "Go sleep dear it's late." My mom said. I nod and she gave me a kiss on the forhead she left the room.I did my pyama on and layed in bed and slept.

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This is a long chapter i hoped you liked it! @formula1_storys helped me with the typing erros!