a fifteen year old star, dealing with fame and her own personal life. ethan reyes, the love of her life- lost? new york has become a place she'd never like to remember, but of course.. 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲'𝘀 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗱.. 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗽𝗿�...
now playing : father stretch my hands pt 1 ( kanye west )
CORA LOVELACE @coralovelacee
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FIFTEEN YEARS OLD | the broken one "why the fuck do you keep doing this bro? don't you understand i'm scared?"
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ETHAN "NOTTI" REYES @nottiosama
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FOURTEEN YEARS OLD | the fixer "baby i'm here now though? doesn't that matter?"
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DAVID "DD" OSAMA @ddosama
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SIXTEEN YEARS OLD | the joker "you telling me my bruvva was alive the whole time?"
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DARRIAN "DDOT" JIMINEZ @sugarhillddot
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FOURTEEN YEARS OLD | the hothead "i swear to god if you don't bring him out imma air this bitch out worda bro." ______
INTRO
"i don't wanna leave him bro.." i said as me, dd and darrian left the hospital. "i don't either my heart.. but he's in a better place." darrian said as he threw his arm around me.
this pain in my chest is one unimaginable. it feels just like the one when i lost maīle and my dad, why does this keep on happening to me? out of all the people why can't i rest?
"we going to my crib." i said as i wiped a tear from my face, all i heard were hums which indicated that they approved. once we got there everyone went to my room and laid there in my bed, it felt much bigger without him.
i need him bro, i need him. i don't even know what to do with myself right now, all i can do is cry— and cry some more. he was all i had, other than darrian and david he was my favorite honestly— i went under my covers and laid my head down onto my pillow. i can't do this shit alone, because i'm always scared something bad will happen to me or the people i love.
darrien protectively put his hand around me and so did dd, then we all fell asleep.
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"cora, dd, darrian! we have to go like now, he's alive bro!"
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YOUR AUTHOR SPEAKS
ouuu, pride number two. can you believe it?! this book has got to be one of my favorites, i hope you all like it just as much as the first .. though i gotta say— my personal favorite is the first book. anyways, that's all i gotta say i guesssssss!
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- this book includes mentions of death. - self harm - sexual activity - depression - slurs - abuse - mentions of blood
read at your own risk, i will tell you now, my books don't sugarcoat anything. my books describe what's going on in explicit detail.
