Where Did You Go?

Where Did You Go? Chapter 6

Where did you go?

Chapter 6

MCs POV

After talking to Jessy about my situation she invited me round to talk, she gave me some good advice about my Phil/Jake situation. I don't want to hurt Phil but it's just not going to work out between us.

Today is a new day. I've finished all my tasks for work and have the rest of the day to myself. After taking a shower and changing I send a text to Phil asking to meet up.

It's now or never MC you got this after all he's given you a chance to get out while I can I never wanted any of this. All I ever wanted was to be with Jake but he had to go fuck it all up. Now I'm left sitting here trying to figure out what the hell I'm doing.

Right if I don't do this I never will

MC: Hey Phil, can I come by and see you?
Phil: Hey MC, sure come by the bar
MC: thanks Phil see you soon X

MC quickly grabbed her jacket and keys and headed out the door, she started the car and headed to the bar. Once she parked up MC tapped on the door and Phil came to open it up so she could go inside.

Phil: hey beautiful, you look amazing
MC: thanks, you always look sexy
Phil: I've got some time if you want to have some fun
MC: Phil, I'm sorry but I can't
Phil: It's Jake isn't it?
MC: yes, Phil I'm sorry I didn't want to hurt you if he hadn't of come back things would be different
Phil: I can't say I'm not disappointed but thank you for telling me before we got to deep into this relationship

MC put her arms around Phil kissing him one last time, he pulled her closing the gap between them. MC pushed him up against the bar running her hands all over him, she grabbed him hand and went upstairs. After they had finished they both lay back on the bed catching their breath.

MC: I'm sorry Phil, this shouldn't of happened
Phil: it's okay, goodbye sex is not to bad especially when it's with someone who's has hot as you
MC: your a bad influence on me this can't happen again
Phil: you know where I am

MC got up out of bed and got dressed she said her goodbyes to Phil and left she pulled out her phone and phoned Jessy

MC: Hey Jessy? Are you in?
Jessy: Hey MC, yeah come round
MC: thanks see you in a minute
Jake: You didn't tell her I was here?
Jessy: I know, I did that for a reason

MC put her phone down, started the car and drove to Jessy's, once she arrived she parked the car and headed into Jessy's apartment block. She knocked on the door and Jessy let her inside.

Jessy: hey MC come on in I've got the wine out
MC: thanks Jessy, I hope it's a big glass
Jessy: of course
MC: You'll never believe the day I've had it's been awful. I broke up with Phil but I slept with him again. He's just so….Jessy what's he doing here?

Jake: please hear me out before you leave
MC: Jessy how could you?
Jessy: it was the only way, I had to get you two in the same room please just talk work things out
MC: I'm tired of fighting, I guess we can talk and work things out
Jake: thanks MC
Jessy: I tell you what me and Richy will go pick up some food and a few more bottles of wine we'll be back soon

Jessy and Richy left the apartment leaving Jake and MC to talk

Jake: I still love you MC that never changed
MC: You think I don't feel the same? I am so madly in love with you it hurts
Jake: I want you to trust me again i will do whatever it takes
MC: I think we need to start from the beginning again, take things slow go on a first date
Jake: you got it, name the place and I will take you there or would you like me to surprise you
MC: I do love surprises
Jake: I know the perfect place. I've been wanting to take you there for some time now. Are you free tomorrow?
MC: I've got a week off work so I'm free any day
Jake: perfect, how about I pick you up around 7pm
MC: it's a date

Jake and MC carried on talking while they waited for Jessy to come back with the wine and food. When Jessy and Richy got back with the food they sat round together eating and talking.

MC: thanks Jessy for doing this I guess I did need to hear him out
Jessy: it's what best friends are for
Jake: Do you want me to drive? I have not had much to drink?
MC: Do you mind? I don't want to put you out
Jake: don't be silly it's my pleasure

Jake opened the car door letting MC get in he walked round the front of the car getting in Jake started the car and made his way to MCs apartment. When they arrived Jake packed the car up and went to open the door for MC.

MC: thank you Jake, it's been nice talking things over
Jake: no need for thanks
MC: Would you like to come up for coffee? Or you want to that is
Jake: I'd love to

Jake followed MC up to her apartment and she let him inside, MC headed to the kitchen and started making the coffee. When she turned round Jake was standing watching her move around the kitchen.

Jake: sorry, I was staring
MC: It's okay, tell you what I've got a bottle of whiskey if you want a glass?
Jake: that sounds great

MC got the glasses and the bottle of whiskey and went to sit down on the couch, she poured the whiskey into the glasses and handed it to Jake.

MC: I have missed you, I've missed you so much
Jake: I've missed you to, I hated having to leave you I never wanted to hurt you
MC: I'm not angry anymore, I'm just…
Jake: it's okay you don't have to explain I understand, it's getting late I should go
MC: Where are you staying?
Jake: I've got a room at the motel for now
MC: it will take you hours to walk back there why don't you stay the night plus it's cold outside, take my car
Jake: Are you sure?
MC: yeah it's okay just bring it back tomorrow

MC handed Jake the keys and he left the apartment. She leaned her head back on the door she was happy Jake was back but she missed the sex with Phil. She tried shaking the thoughts away; she didn't want to think of Phil this way.

She found herself grabbing her phone texting Phil to come over.

MC: Phil, please come over don't ask questions please I just need this
Phil: for you beautiful anything

Phil arrived at MCs apartment and she was quick to push him up against the wall, her hands running all over him. Phil stopped the kisses and pulled away MC looked up in confusion at what Phil did.

Phil: MC, I can't keep doing this
MC: I know, I'm so sorry I don't know what's got into me
Phil: it needs to stop, you either want me or Jake but I think I guess where this is going
MC: I'm a terrible person I said I didn't want to hurt you and look what I'm doing
Phil: I get it I know how much you love Jake but I like you as the same time MC
MC: Phil, I am so sorry this was a massive mistake I won't blame you if you hate me and never want to talk to me again
Phil: I can't hate you MC, look let's just start again and be friends
MC: I'd like that alot

Phil hugged and kissed MC goodbye and left the apartment, MC sank down to the floor thinking about everything that had happened. She knew what her heart truly desired and that is Jake.

MCs POV
I know I want to be with Jake, he's my true love, I just keep finding myself getting so hung up on Phil.

I told Jake I wanted to take things slow but at the same time I just want to go back to how we were. I know that can't happen. Come on MC get a grip you know Jake is who you want to be with. Calling Phil everytime you need sex is just a recipe for disaster.