Lollipop

11

Maddie's POV

In and out of consciousness as I hear voices yelling left and right

Only voice I recognized was Dad and Sam?

Why was she here? Was she the one that found me?

Slowly opening my eyes to see the same white and blue tiles

Less panicked because I could remember what happened

Trying to sit up but restricted by shooting pain

"Omg Maddie are you ok what where you thinking?!" I hear Dads panicked voice 

"Mads what happened?" I hear Sam on the other side of me 

"Sam? Dad? what happened..." I ask confused as shit

"Maddie I will not be leaving your side again. These hallucinations are getting out of control!" he yells, squeezing my hand

"You didn't answer my question," Staring him down still wondering how I got here, "What happened?"

"Sam came over while I was out and she said you where following Kate again and didn't see the stairs" He replies staring daggers into Sam's eyes

Looking at Sam with confusion as she takes a breath

"Mads, I'll be back I'm gonna get you some water" She say glaring at him while walking out

"Madison, I don't want you to be friend with that girl anymore" Dad says with that tone I hate

"Why, Sam just saved me!" I ask confused

"Well I think she pushed you. This girl...I don't trust her" 

Why would she. No. She wouldn't 

"Dad I am telling you she wouldn't do that, I know her well enough"

"Madison it's been an month and a half so you don't, please just don't talk to her anymore" he asks

"Dad, I an a adult so you can't boss me around and-" I try to continue but pause

This may be the wrong time but I have to know

"Dad.. What really happened to Kate the night of the crash?" I ask calmly

"Madison, why this again. Did Sam say something? Because-" he asked angered

"What really happened the night of our crash!" I shout. I'm done with his shit. I need answers

"Let's talk about it-" cutting him off

"What happened, why wont you tell me!?" I say through slowly forming tears

This is the only time I have been able to ask question since that night

He sighs

"Look, we were on a walk and a car was speeding towards us..." He starts to cry. I don't care  if this is hard for him, I. Need. Answers "Max was the one driving. Police say that he was intoxicated from a party." 

What the fuck... He told me he was moving and wasn't able to hang out that day when really he was partying with a bunch of freaks?!

"Where was Kate?" I ask staring blankly at the wall. i don't want to make eye contact with this man right now

"Sweetie...Kate never existed. Ever since the crash, you've been rambling on and on about this 'Kate'."

His words fades as panicked breathes have me replaying the moment

 Tears barley being held back

He's lying. Kate was with me. With us...

"Get out" I say holding everything back

"Honey, I am not leaving you-" he says but  I cut him off screaming

I sit up, ignoring the pain

"Get the fuck out!!" 

he gets up and leaves quickly

I feel a pair of arms wrap around me tight to see its Sam

Hugging her back as the tears poured

"Please don't leave me..." I ask burying my face in her neck

"I won't, I promise" She replies holding me closer

This hug did something to alter my brain

I remember everything 

I'm so sorry...