[BL, MTL] Unlimited Cycles of Death (Unlimited Flow)

Chapter 11: Iris Flower (11)

At this point, Mu Qin is only suspicious.

But later, when Mu Qin led Qiu Zijia and Cheng Guoxu to search the chapel, and Cheng Guoxu showed Mu Qin the stack of documents, Mu Qin thought Cheng Guoxu's identity was worth exploring.

Because Cheng Guoxu tore up a page of the employee list in the document.

From Cheng Guoxu's standpoint, the list of employees of the orphanage has nothing to do with him. He shouldn't have any reason to tear it up, unless the torn page registered Cheng Guoxu didn't want Mu Qin to see the information, for example, the employee was someone Cheng Guoxu knew well...or it was Cheng Guoxu himself.

When I got the document, I found that there was a list of myself in it. I didn't want people to know that I was also an employee of the orphanage. I tore it up in a hurry and showed it to Mu Qin. I used this guilty conscience to prove that I was not abnormal. However, after Xu Fu and Han Li came to the church and heard the conversation between Xu Fu and Han Li, Cheng Guoxu couldn't bear it, and with the idea of ​​fighting hard, he made a move.

"Cheng Guoxu probably heard Xu Fu questioning Han Li about the news that several children in the Iris Flower Orphanage were murdered by a serial killer ten years ago. He realized that Xu Fu was tracking down the murderer back then. Power, as long as it is found out that it is Cheng Guoxu, Cheng Guoxu will definitely die. That's why Cheng Guoxu took the risk and wanted to act first, and kill Xu Fu first to protect himself." Mu Qin came to such a conclusion after analysis.

After hearing this, Qiu Zijia trembled and said, "You mean, Cheng Guoxu is the serial killer who tortured and killed children ten years ago?"

"Although there is no direct evidence, judging from his reaction, it should be very close." Mu Mu Qin rubbed his arms, raised his head and glanced at the dark endless rainy sky.

This sudden news seemed to be difficult for Qiu Zijia to digest. He put his hands on his head: "So we have been working with a vicious serial killer?

" Walking under the tree in the dark, he touched Han Li's arm. Han Li's body was slightly cold, and then Mu Qin touched Han Li's forehead, and it was really hot.

Mu Qin said: "A person like Cheng Guoxu, I can tell at a glance that he is timid, low self-esteem and cowardly, not strong enough to fight against adults, and he has no confidence to defeat adults, so he can only attack children. This This kind of person is extremely inferior and conceited, and his heart is evil and dirty. He dared to jump out and attack Xu Fu today, I am afraid it took all the courage in his life."

"Oh... really ridiculous." Qiu Zijia was showing signs of mental breakdown. He held his head and began to pull his hair, "So, yes... each of us has a criminal record, we are all hopeless bastards, that's why we were sent to Here...this so-called killing game is punishing us, right? Since we are all dead, then...this is hell!?"

Mu Qin turned his head to look in Qiu Zijia's direction: "Have you committed any crimes? "

I..." Qiu Zijia paused for a moment, and finally told the truth calmly, "I killed my brother."

"Your brother?" Mu Qin was also stunned for a moment, "Before you said that your parents adopted him." That?"

"Yes." Under the pressure, Qiu Zijia calmed down, "I forced him to commit suicide, and I was only six years old."

"Six years old?" Mu Qin couldn't believe it, "You can force him to death Your brother? At your age at that time, I'm afraid you don't even understand what the word 'forced to death' means?"

"Yes, it's really simple." Qiu Zijia suddenly laughed as he spoke, in a self-deprecating manner Laughing, "When I was six years old, I really didn't understand the meaning of the word 'forced to death'. I was naive and terrible at that time...you can't imagine... how terrible a child's innocence is."

"From my conscious and As soon as I learned to speak, I had a naive dislike for my elder brother. At that time, I felt that he stole my parents' attention from me. It's a naive mentality. Every child will do it in order to get their parents' love and respect. Pay attention to do your best, or cry or act like a baby. The only child is okay, if you have brothers and sisters... As you can imagine, the older brother or younger brother, older sister or younger sister will do their best to win resources and attention from their parents Suppress your own brothers and sisters."

"This kind of behavior is a biological instinct. Even a litter of puppies will crowd and compete with each other to grab the tits of a bitch. There is not much difference between humans and animals."

Qiu Zijia said, his voice became lower and lower: "So, in order to fight Resources, even though I was only six years old at the time, I already had very dark thoughts, I hated my brother very much, I wanted him to get out of this family, especially after listening to my parents occasionally mentioning that he was not biological, this kind of thinking It's even worse."

"But I was very young at that time, and my behavior of suppressing him was very naive. Even if my parents gave him anything, I would grab it. Books, toys, school supplies, even clothes and shoes I bought for my brother. Waiting for everything, as long as my parents bring it, I will take it away. I will use or destroy these things by myself, and I will return them to him like throwing garbage after playing until I don't want them."

"At that time, my parents were also very fond of me, This is the reason why I have always been confident. In the eyes of my parents, my adopted brother may not be as good as my own. They did not show much love and concern for my brother. They acquiesced in all my unreasonable behavior towards my brother. So under the invisible connivance of my parents, my oppression on my brother became more and more intense."

"I wantonly took my brother's personal belongings, destroyed or discarded them, tore up his homework and textbooks, threw garbage, splashed water, and took things on him. Hit him so that he has wounds on his body from morning to night. I don't want to eat with him, as soon as he comes to the table, I cry and throw the bowl, so my brother can only eat alone in his room after that. Later I was dissatisfied His room was bigger than mine, so my parents asked me to switch rooms with him, and he could only live in a small, narrow room."

"I even pushed him down the stairs, although it wasn't very high, but he I hit my head, and my face was covered with blood. When my parents were about to take me to the hospital, I was crying and fussing, so my parents could only guard me, while he went to the hospital for stitches."

Qiu Zijia paused for a long time when he said this, and looked Looking at Mu Qin: "It's scary, isn't it? When I think about it, I feel that I was really scary at that time. How could I be so evil? It's just... it's indescribable..."

"No, it's not that you're terrible, it's that your parents are terrible." Mu Qin expressed his opinion, and he thought: "Your parents didn't restrain and stop you, they used acquiescence to expand your unreasonable and even cruel Behavior, when you bully your brother, they pamper you and pamper you, forgive you unconditionally and meet your requirements, this is a kind of 'reward'."

"Reward?" Qiu Zijia looked at Mu Qin blankly.

Mu Qin said: "That's right, it's rewards. You were a child at the time, and your behavior was very easy to control. They just let you form the concept of 'you can get rewards as long as you bully your brother'. Under this concept, your behavior If you shape it, you will become more and more violent, take pleasure in bullying your brother, and even do more and more excessive things under the bottomless pampering of your parents."

"Is this really the case?" Qiu Zijia seemed unsure, he saw Feeling a little dazed, "My brother died in the end. When I hated him more and more and bullied him, my parents made the decision to let him go to school boarding. But he needs living expenses at school, and every weekend he will I went home and asked my parents for living expenses. One day when he came back on the weekend, I stole thousands of dollars from my mother's bag and put them in his schoolbag, and blamed him for the theft. Then my parents scolded him and took They took away all the money on him and kicked him out of the house. He didn't seem to think about it outside, so he committed suicide by jumping off the building where we lived."

"That was the first time I saw a bloody corpse. "Qiu Zijia said, "The strange thing is that I am not afraid, not even today, when I saw the dead body in the stairwell, I was more scared, and I did not have nightmares, but I always dreamed of my brother's dead body , in my dream, he has been lying there, bloody and bloody."

"I'm a selfish person, Mu Qin." Qiu Zijia laughed at himself, "I haven't reflected on it for so many years, I haven't Growing up heartless, squandering time and money, turning a blind eye to the sufferings of others, stepping on my brother's body and blood to live to this day, I am such a damned person... finally come to retribution."

Mu Qin stared at Qiu Zijia After a while, he said, "Qiu Zijia, I think you were frightened by Xu Fu just now. Your current mental state is not very good, and you tend to self-destruct."

Qiu Zijia stared at Mu Qin suddenly: "Why are you so calm?"

Mu Qin paused for a moment: "Calm? I have to keep calm in this state."

"Don't you think you are too calm?" Qiu Zijia suddenly yelled at Mu Qin When he got up, the sound of rain splashing could not cover his roar, "From the beginning of this so-called 'game'! Ever since I saw you, your face has not had much expression, you have always been expressionless. Analyzing everything, neither surprised nor afraid, you..."

Qiu Zijia looked at Mu Qin tremblingly: "Aren't you really that killer?"

Mu Qin was silent, staring at Qiu Zijia for a long time, and then replied: "I I'm a soldier, I've received relevant training, and calmness is normal. If I'm as hysterical as you now, I'm really finished. And the murderer is obviously Xu Fu, Qiu Zijia, your mental state is indeed problematic... and Han Li Now I have a fever, we need to find a safe place to stay, we can't continue to get in the rain."

"Just leave me behind." Qiu Zijia suddenly said something surprising, he lowered his head, "I'm useless at all, the meaning of existence It's just to hold you back, so you just need to leave me behind, you are a very good person, and you have a better chance of surviving than me."

"Are you going to give up?" Mu Qin understands Qiu Zijia's mentality, because now The situation is really bad. Two of the six people died, and the killers were Xu Fu, whose strength and physical fitness were far superior to those present, plus a useless female teacher who had a high fever, and there was no sign of the key to the exit of the gate. In such a large orphanage, finding the hope of escape is tantamount to finding a needle in a haystack. Desperation is completely normal.

That's why Qiu Zijia said, "I give up."

"After you easily forced your brother to death, did you easily force yourself to death?" Mu Qin looked at him expressionlessly, "Cowardly people, go back and kneel even alive Don't you have the courage to redeem your sins in front of your brother's grave?"

Qiu Zijia raised his head to look at Mu Qin, and couldn't help laughing: "You look very indifferent...in fact, you are a good person."

"I only do what is necessary." Mu Qin said, "Your chance of survival is at least higher than that of Han Li, and there is no need to give up in a hurry."