[BL, MTL] Unlimited Cycles of Death (Unlimited Flow)

Chapter 165: Return and End (20)

"I want to be recognized, to admit that I existed."

"It is because you are so cowardly and cowardly, asking for what you don't deserve, that you ended up like this today." Amu didn't sympathize with the faceless man at all. , He mocked the other party sarcastically, "Want to be recognized? Heh, how could someone recognize you?"

"Of course!" The faceless man was immediately enraged by Amu's ridicule. Amu on his body, "Of course someone will recognize me!"

"Then tell me, who will recognize you?" Amu completely ignored his struggle, and restrained the faceless man with random force , He lowered his voice and asked the faceless man: "Tell me, who has recognized you during the hundreds of years you have been in this world?"

The faceless man was speechless, trembling all over. Look at Amu, his unconscious fear, the fear of Amu asking him questions, he refuses to answer, he tries to escape.

But Amu was always able to pinch his life quickly and accurately. He grabbed the faceless man's neck and forced the faceless man to look at him.

"Don't try to run, my dear." Amu grinned, "You see, I can always fulfill every word I said, I said that I will torture you mercilessly, so I will take it little by little You strip it clean, just like stripping your clothes, tearing off your hypocritical surface and exposing your bloody heart, and you can only watch this process."

"I swear I will It makes you very painful, but you don't have to be so afraid." Amu gently kissed the corner of the faceless man's mouth, "You just need to rely on me to your heart's content, this process will not be too long, because I will be very gentle."

" Why don't you just kill me?" The faceless man frantically shook his head, he huddled himself into a ball, and said hoarsely: "I know you hate me, I know you want to avenge your brother, I know...so why don't you Just kill me!?"

"No, you made a mistake." Amu shook his head, "I don't hate you, it's better to say...I love you."

"I'm not Ashin." The Faceless Man really cried, and he covered his face, "I'm really not Ashin, please, please don't do this!"

"Of course you're not Ashin." Amu gently Rubbing his hair, "You are my little star."

He always said that he had to prove his existence, but the first person who tried to erase your existence was still yourself.

"For three hundred years, you have not been able to come out of that battlefield." Amu said to him softly, "You have been staying on the battlefield, guarding what you got in the first place-the mission, the mission to end everything. "

"From outsiders, it seems that you have really ended the disputes between those people three hundred years ago, but in fact they have not disappeared, and they still continue to fight deep in your heart."

"The war has never ended, so you You have never left the battlefield."

"But you know very well that you can't end the war at all."

"Why you, who were born with the wish to 'end the war', have never been able to end this hundred-year-old war?" Amu said He said to himself, "Which step went wrong?"

"The reason is very simple." Amu concluded, "Because human desires are not always so pure, we have too many emotions and desires, and our desires also involve There are too many elements that should not be possessed. Amu and Ashin, who wanted to end everything at the beginning, were probably not as firm as we thought. They didn't really want to end everything, they were just escaping from it all. "

The cowardly and cowardly brothers never thought about solving problems by themselves, so when they were in trouble, they begged others to protect them from the wind and rain, and begged for a god-like figure to descend from the sky to solve the problem." Problems, but they are weak, but they can only attract the weakest...God."

Amu lowered his head, resting his forehead on the forehead of the faceless man, forming an intimate Angzi, and then smiled: "Admit it, I Poor little Xingxing, you are so weak that you cannot become a real god at all."

"You can only give up your identity as a god and stay in my arms obediently. Only I can protect you... and I will always protect you." Amu touched the faceless man's cheek extremely gently.

The faceless man was very hesitant. He tried to believe what Amu said, but he was also afraid of accepting this unknown emotion. He said fearfully: "But I am a thought body born according to my wish. Giving up this identity is equivalent to giving up the master bestowed on me. without this mission, I will disappear."

"Only wish can keep me alive." The Faceless Man was sad and at a loss, "I can only continue to exist if someone wants me to exist."

"Then why don't you Disappear." Amu clenched his hands tightly, staring into the faceless man's dark eyes. Amu seemed to have made some decision, and this decision made him look deeply.

Amu, who made this decision, swore in a heavy tone: "As Amu, I announce that I will release all the shackles on

you ." The power of marginal will, as a 'God', you will disappear, and as Amu, I sincerely hope for your disappearance."

Amu's words have a certain terrifying power, especially when Amu just solemnly swore After speaking in a tone of voice, the faceless man suddenly felt his body lighten up, his whole body felt erratic, and even his consciousness became blurred.

When he looked down at his body, the faceless man realized that his body had also become transparent, and he could see flowers, plants and stones on the ground through his fingers and palms.

At the same time, countless light spots emanated from his transparent body, like countless fireflies flying. These light spots kept flying out of the faceless man's body, into the air, and out of the narrow space. The map of the throne, flew out of the dark edge world, and flew to an unknown distance.

The Faceless Man knew that the light spots overflowing from his body were the souls trapped in his consciousness. When the Faceless Man was "liberated", they were also liberated together.

This feeling of slowly disappearing was very strange, and it made the Faceless Man feel a little scared, but also a little relieved, as if a heavy burden had been lifted, and those heavy burdens that had been carried on him for a long time finally fell to the ground today. In a trance, the faceless

man asked Amu stupidly: "Are you going to kill me?"

Amu sincerely regrets this wish and prays for the disappearance of the faceless man, and the faceless man will really disappear.

To disappear means to die.

The faceless man is afraid of death, and the disappearance is extremely terrifying to him. Before that, he was still looking forward to someone who could admit him. Even if Mu Qin couldn't give him the eternal wish, then other wishes were fine, as long as he could leave traces in this world.

He wants to be a real human being.

Staying in the marginal world cannot really become a human being, so the Faceless Man once planned to leave the marginal world, but as a marginal will, he lost his freedom from the very beginning, and he did not have the option of leaving in his life.

He's trapped in this world, but also on an inner battlefield.

He always stands at the bottom of the dark edge world, looking at the colorful real world not far away through the distance that seems to be close at hand.

So far away, so far away.

Envy, jealousy, hatred, the most primitive emotions slowly grew in his heart, and he began to become a little crazy, using all the means he could think of, trying to plunder something from that colorful real world.

But so far, he hasn't gotten anything.

Only death, only eternal disappearance, is the only destined ending.

Therefore, even though the Faceless Man was very afraid of death before, when he was really facing death and he was about to collapse into nothingness, he was relieved.

He's going to fail, he's going to die, he's going to disappear, and he's already mentally prepared.

It doesn't matter if you are sorry or unwilling.

After all, after death, you will never feel the pain of this sorrow again.

The body became more transparent, and the vision became extremely blurred. The whole world was grotesque, and the faceless man gradually couldn't see Amu's face clearly. He didn't know whether the other person was talking, because he couldn't hear the sound, and he felt the silence around him. Needle drop can be heard. It also seems that there is a rumbling sound constantly echoing in the ear, like soaking in the deep sea.

In the silence and noise, he sighed and asked, "May I sleep?"

A long, long, endless sleep.

"...Don't sleep." But after a while, someone answered him in silence.

The voice continued: "Don't sleep, my dear, I will be with you today, I will abandon my identity as Amu, and become a human named Mu Chen again."

"Then I will make a wish to you, I want to have You, I want you to be my family, friend, or lover, I want you to be by my side and live for me, I want you to always exist even after I die, I want us to be in love and never be apart, and I I will give you a new name and life."

"I make a wish..." Mu Chen held the faceless man's hand and murmured, "From today on, you are Mu Xing, my little star."

Mu Xing felt His body became solid again from a transparent state, and invisible power poured into his body, and Mu Chen's words were imprinted in his soul like a burning brand.

His vision returned to bright and clear, his senses and temperature recovered step by step, the chaotic noise in his ears subsided instantly, and the depths of his spiritual consciousness... was as peaceful and serene as a lake of mirrors.

Mu Xing was still a little unresponsive, and stared at Mu Chen in a daze, his eyes wide open. Mu Chen pinched his cheek and sighed secretly how nice it was.