Out Of My League

chapter 25

Sorry for grammatical errors and misspelled words and typographical errors

Please do not take it seriously
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"Out of my league" (chapter 25)
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"Mama I'm scared"

"I'll wait for you okay? Mama will wait for you you need to be brave kuya" hinalikan ko sya sa noo at binitawan yung kamay nya, wala akong hindi nagagawa pag dating sa kanila
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It took hours, hindi ko alam anong nangyayare dun pero i know sage gonna be brave, ako yung nag sabi sa kanyang maging matapang sya pero sa totoo lang ako yung duwag! Hindi ako matapang mahina ako

"Mama" napalingon ako sa kanya na nasa gilid ko

"Hmm?"

"Mama i love you na"

"I love you too" napangiti ako at hinalikan sya sa labi, mahal na mahal ko tong batang to talaga
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"How is he?"

"He's out of danger now, but he needs to be in icu for us to monitor him time to time hindi pa yun magigising ngayong araw medyo natamaan sya ng anesthesia eh, sage is very brave tho"

"Thank you, can i see him?"

"Not yet he's still inside, makikita mo sya sa icu when we got him there"

"Thank you"
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"Mama" napatayo ako sa pagkakahiga ko at nilapitan sya

"Hi, how are you?"

"Mama i miss you"

"I miss you too, so so much"

"Sorry mama" hinaplos ko sya at ngumiti

"Wala kang kasalanan anak, kasalanan yun ng mama Kasalanan ko yun"

"I'm sorry mama, i make you tired i make you spend your ipon I'm sorry mama"

"Wala yun, kayo ang kayamanan ng mama okay? Wala yun sainyo naman talaga nakalaan ni shania yun" ayus lang kahit alam kong sa susunod na araw wala na kaming makain basta nanjan sya lalo na't sila ang lakas ko

"I love you, I'm sorry"

"Mahal na mahal kita"
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"Ms.Velasquez, pinapatawag ka sa taas" Eto na yung kinakatakot ko

"Yeah pupunta ako, shania dito ka muna ah may gagawin lang si mama saglit" kinuha ko yung mga gamit ko at naglakad papunta sa office, dahan dahan kong binuksan yung pinto

"Sit down" nilapag ko yung mga gamit ko at umupo "I'll give you your resignation paper" tumingin ako dito at pumirma ayoko ng palakihin pa to, kinuha ko yung mga gamit ko at lumabas

"Anak halika na, inaantay na tayo ni kuya dali na"

"Mama are you okay?"

"I am okay anak, halika na" hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko bakit ganito?
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"Mama" napalingon ako sa kanya

"Anak?" Sabay talikod ko

"Mama why are you crying? Was that because of me? Sorry"

"Anak hindi, pagod lang si mama ah?"

"Sorry mama? I'm pabigat sayo"

"No sage, gawain ng mama alagaan kayo wala yun ang dami lang iniisip ng mama"

"Can you stay with me? I'm scared" tinabihan ko sya sa kama at niyakap sya

"You'll be safe with mama" there's nothing more important to me than this two mas gustuhin ko ng mawala ang lahat wag lang sila
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What did i do wrong? Why do people always left me? Why do people keep on hurting my feelings? I do nothing at all I'm just tired of everything

"Tita regine?"

"Jacob?"

"I didn't see you on the school this past few weeks, why?"

"Natanggal ako sa school eh"

"Why tita?" Tumawa ako

"Hindi ko rin alam eh, yun nanaman siguro yung tadhana ni tita pero ayus lang, how's your mama giegie?"

"Good, still daddy ogie's baby even tho they have sheyana and having another one already"

"Oh that's nice" may kinuha sya sa bag nya at pinakita sakin

"I suppose this is yours tita?" Napatingin ako sa kwintas na hawak nya

"That was the necklace i gave agie when i left, bakit nanjan?"

"I saw it on a box on mama giegie's trash, i pick it up because i know it's yours" Galit nga sya sakin

"Can i have it jacob?"

"Yes tita, i actually giving this to you"

"Thank you jacob"

"I'll go ahead tita, mommy was waiting for me already"

"Yeah babye" tumakbo sya palayo, napatingin ako sa kwintas I'm not special on you anymore i know that will gonna happend
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Tiningnan ko yung mga sleeping pills na nasa harapan ko, i want to do this i wanna sleep and cry and sleep again

"No! You have sage and shania you're just tired okay? You can't do this again! You're tired but don't stop you'll gonna be fine you're gonna be okay? Just rest and you'll be fine"
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"Mama, mama i miss you already" sabay tabi nito sakin

"Sorry shania, mama needs to take care of kuya"

"Mama I'm jealous, you don't have time to me"

"Sorry baba, babawi ako ah? Babawi ako" napayakap ako sa kanya ng mahigpit

"I miss buhat already"

"Mamaya okay? Sge na tulog na"

"You sleep, you look tired"

"I do? I'm not but yes I'll sleep too"

"Okay, we'll sleep" tumawa ako at hinalikan sya
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"Swing!" Sigaw ni shania sabay takbo papunta dun

"Kuya dito ka lang, you can't run pa eh"

"Okay mama, can i atleast read?" Tumango ako at binigay yung libro ko "mama?"

"Hmm?" Napatingin ako sa kanya

"Your eyes are telling something" napatingin ako sa kanya, manang mana talaga to sa tatay nya palaging pinapansin yung mata ko

"What?"

"You're sad? You're tired and you want someone to talk to, why?" nilingon ko sya ulit, is really my eyes telling something to him

"Nothing, i just need someone to understand me"

"Can i?" Napatawa ako

"Anak hindi mo pa maiintindihan ang mama eh, hindi mo maiintindihan yung problema ng mama"

"You want daddy then?"

"Hindi naman sa ganon, a friend? But mama don't have friends anymore even tita sweet doesn't want me anymore sya na nga lang yung mapagsabihan ko ng problema ko eh and it hurts...so much?" Si elane galit sakin agie also mad at me who?

"I love you" he lays his head on my shoulder

"I love you sage"
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"Regine!" Oh damn

"Hi" sabay harap ko sa kanila

"Anong ginagawa mo dito?"

"Ha? Eh looking for shania's sandals and for sage also" sabay pakita ko nung hawak kong dalawang pares ng sandals at sapatos pumipili pa eh pareho naman silang magpapares na maganda

"Oh that's great, we'll paying give me that I'll pay for it" napatingin ako kay bianca

"No i can pay"

"No it's okay come on" yung laman ng cart nila puro pang bata how nice "we're just get some of our kids clothes and other stuff"

"That's nice, binilihan ko lang ng sandals si shania eh"

"Akin na, I'll pay for it" tiningnan lang ako ni bianca
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See you on chapter 26!!