You

Nothing will be the same. It will never be the same. Losing you brought a heartache so painful. A heartache so unbearable. You were my one and only. A treasure no riches can equal. You were a gem among gems. A gem so shiny my eyes only focused on you. A gem I now lost. You were a dandelion among roses. And even among dandelions, nothing could compare to you. You were with me as I grew. You were with me as I grieved. You were with me in every struggle I faced, yet the most painful struggle was losing you. I have loved you so much that the pain of losing you was too much as well. You became my half, a part of me that I thought I could never function without. The thought of you not being by my side felt impossible. I always considered a future where you were always there. It felt as if my purpose had left with you. If only I could have done that one thing right. If only I avoided that mistake, you would still be with me. To think that I know you are around while also gone. To know that you are in a place you are not familiar, it altogether brings back the fear and pain. Everything has reminded me of you. Wherever I go I think of you, but it has also meant that I am lucky to have taken you to places. If only I could know how you are doing, if only there is a way to get you back. Please know that I am waiting, still hoping to find you. I will continue to do so until the day comes where you get to wear your collar that's been waiting on my shelf.

To my best friend, my most special dog of all, I am still waiting and looking for you. 1 year or more will mean nothing if it means I can have you back. I luv you<333