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Hi everyone;)

You might really having a lot of confusion right?

Today i will explain y'all everything that make their story happened like this...

So first of all, why wouldn't Alysa accept their love at the end? —Has she stopped loving jungwon? —why would she do like that when they already solved everything that need to be solved in the first place?

>The answer is she still loves jungwon dearly, really really love him with all her heart since the day she saw him fighting the one who hurt her, she crushes on him started from that time, but things aren't so easy for her.

•Flashback to the time when she found out that jungwon already has fiancée and she has to marry do young which is her childhood friend, her world has already collapsed since she has a one sided crush not until jungwon told her his feelings, start from then she knew she will sacrifice for their love, she will love jungwon and forever, she has been knew he is the one for her, he is her mr.right.

•But, at the end, she didn't choose him, she left him, it's not because she didn't want to live with the love of her life, instead she would always dream about two of them being happy together like they used to be, but everything seemed to not going really well for both of them.

•Remember when alysa fainted? she has that symptom when big events affects to her that make her shocked or when she's panicking or overthinking too much, it makes her brain hurt and unconscious leading to faint like that.

•She also having countless nightmares due to her thinking too much and overthinking about what might happened to jungwon, she just couldn't go to sleep literally every night and it leads her having a lack of sleep.

•Only she knew herself and the way her nose bleeds from time to time scared her so much. And the day her world has stopped, the day she no longer has hope was the day she found out that she has a final stage of ITP and she has not many months left which is the biggest fear for her because she hasn't even take care of her parents nor make the best of her life with the one she loves but she was grateful for everything that has made for her that she will cherish forever. She is so thankful to the universe that helped her to find yang jungwon, which she never thought her love for him will grew deep until she realized that he is the right one for her and she can't live without him (but how can he live without her?🥺)

•Days by days she just couldn't take everything, she's so exhausted physically and mentally, she thought that she will never ever get to be happy again in her life especially to think that what if both of them get together, it will only make jungwon getting hurt, the only best way is to reject him and let him move on from her, she just want him to live happily, that's the last thing she ever wanted.
She will gladly happy watching him from the heaven.

>Bonus parts:

-on the day that incident happened, jungwon called alysa because he wanted to ask her to be his girlfriend, but unfortunately, he got into car accident which affected to his head leading him forget everything until he recovered his memories back after 2 years.

-yes, alysa did studied major in Architecture as she has always dreamed of since she was a kid.

-I will not talk about how everyone found out when alysa d worded :(

-jungwon became a successful young man like he promised with Alysa how they gonna grow up and be successful like their parents and grandparents. He has no wife nor marry to anyone, he always miss and love his dearly love, Alysa until his last breath.

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So the reason i put this book name 'my mr right' is because we all will eventually meet the right person for us , no matter how much things change or things happen, that person is still the right person whom we called as soulmate, he/she makes us feel like so important and want to keep going no matter how hard things are, we will fight for that person, because they makes us feel who we are, and i hope all of you will meet your right person too. ❤️

In this case, both jungwon and alysa are soulmate to each other but fate just couldn't cooperate with the love of this two. They were meant to meet and being in love but because of their destiny, there's always something getting between them whenever they tried to be together.

Last but not least, thanks you again for reading, votes and comments, those really make my day so much ^^

—@adorawonn

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