✓ my mr.right • jungwon yang

28-let you go

Alysa POV

I am sitting on a bench with a book with me, i take a look at the nice view around me, it's the beach view I'm talking about, the fresh air, the sound of the waves, there are only a few people, including jungwon and soohyun. They look so happy together and it kinds of make me relief that jungwon is happy now

"Hey! May i sit here?"

I look at the owner of the voice and it's Doyoung, smiling

"You may"

I answer but this time i smile back at him since i kind of in a good mood

He takes a sit and a look at the view too

"You know? You're so weird today"

"Okay go sit somewhere else then" i say emotionless

"No no, I didn't mean that way, i mean... you finally smile today"

And i look at him but he looks away as he continues,

"I'm glad you're happy, and i know why. Because he is finally here, he is happy with his life. I know that's all you want"

"Doyoung..."

"Yeah, we can be good friends right?" He asks as he looks at me

It takes me a second and i nod, he smiles

"You look so cute today, you know, my friend?"

"Stop flirting" i glare as he laughs

"Okay okay, i will stop"

And we stay quiet for a few minutes until he breaks the silence

"Alysa, I'm going home now, I don't think i can stay longer, i gotta go now, take care and if you need anyone to talk, just reach me out, your friend is here"
He opens his arm and i know what he means so i gladly accept his hug

"Thanks you, I'm so glad that you aren't angry at me for ignoring you"

"Why would i? Even though it hurts but i have move on now and i understand why you did that"

"Thanks for understanding me..."

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Lunch time has finished and we all head to our rooms in the resort but i decide to just go to the beach which is near the resort, doyoung already went back to Seoul so I'm alone again but it's okay, i love accompany myself

As I'm walking to the beach, i see a male figure walking further to the deep ocean, there's something wrong so i go closer to check and it's jungwon, what's he thinking??

"Yahhh, what are you doing?"

He doesn't reply nor look back but instead he keeps on walking forward

I quickly run to him and hold his hand, he finally look at me and his eyes, they are fill with coldness and anger

"Jungwon-"

"Let me go"

"No, you know you shouldn't do this, jungwon"

"Who are you to care about me?"

I look at the sky, it's getting so dark

"Let's go in first, it's going to rain,-" before i could even finish my sentence, the rain is already pouring so hard "-it will be dangerous"

"Then you go, don't care about me, let me just-"

"WHAT ARE YOU SAYING?? CAN NOT YOU JUST THINK ABOUT PEOPLE WHO LOVES YOU? AT LEAST THINK ABOUT WHO YOU LOVES AND CHERISH, WHAT IF ANYTHING HAPPENED TO YOU, HOW AM I GONNA DO?!"

my tears falling down as hard as the rain pouring

"AND WHO ARE YOU TO TELL ME THIS? WE ARE NOT ANYTHING"

"Yeah, we are nothing, then let me tell you that, there is a girl who really love you and will always wait for you, she always want you to live happily, even if you no longer like her"

I decide to go back, there's no hope for me to stay there no more

End of Alysa POV

As Jungwon watching Alysa walks back to the resort, for a few seconds he closes his eyes and hit the surface of the water so hard

"I couldn't protect your heart well, I'm sorry my love..."

The tears of a son are falling down on his face as he feels really guilty towards the love of his life, he does remembers her, but because he knew damn well, Alysa will be in danger if he doesn't do this

"I miss you, i want to hug you so bad, i want to be with you, hearing your voice, make you happy like i used to, please wait for me like you told me, Alysa"

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This chapter is a bit short but it hurts me so bad at the mid-way writing this TT