"when things are sorted up?"
"yeah. when things got sorted up"
"when it rains."
pluviophile
(n.) a lover of rain; someone who finds joy and peace of mind during rainy days.
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when it rains.
song recommendation - us by keshi
Bae yoora
We were everything. When i think of you, i feel like i'm losing, i feel like an idiot.
The day u asked me to help you to get closer to her, i feel like i'm losing myself in the many emotions. Guess how it turns out afterwards? The loneliness ignited the long-awaited disaster, i reap what i sow.
Look at you, smiling widely around her. Yeah, i success to make you get closer to her. Three days have passed with you avoiding me and ignoring me. Again today, i'm standing alone. I didn't know i was the only holding onto it, i kept looking back at you and me in that story, it's crazy to think that you act like nothing happened.
The day you said you would love me, stay by my side, be the one who can make me happy when it rains, so what is this? You don't know what kind of heart and hope you gave me.
"Hey, are you okay?" snapped out from daydreaming when someone tap my back. "Uh yes yes i'm all alright thankyou for asking Jiho" I smiled. "Are you sure? you been standing here for 20 minutes staring at seungcheol" Oh my Lord 20 minutes? that's so embarrassing yoora. "Omg am i?," yes idiot. She nodded "it's nothing i just think about why can the glue can stick to the things but not the bottle itself" i said and walked away leaving the poor girl dumbfounded.
"8 hours of pool cleaning, bae yoora. I'm tired of you keep skipping our science class" Yoora faced her head up after she heard her science teacher. This isn't the first time that this has happened. Usually she will skip the science class with seungcheol to sneak into the school computer room having a game match. But this time she doing it alone. Man, she missed him so much.
Yoora hums to her favorite songs as she swipes the net back and forth across the not-so large size pool.
Last year, seungcheol and her will skip the science class to go to the swimming pool having a water polo match with their seniors. Though they each both received a five lap running across their school field and 48 hours of after school cleaning. It was fun.
Yoora sits herself down on the concrete, and takes off her shoes and socks before just placing her legs onto the water. It's so cold and comforting.
No one was around at the school after the final bell. She feeds off of her loneliness and gains energy from being alone. She has all the time in the world to think about everything now that she doesn't have someone to talk and messing around.
You know what? missing someone is sucks.
Your best friend the only person who you spend your schedule with, who's there for you when you are having a hard time. That really does something to someone, it hurts.
"Hey" she's so busy with her thoughts she doesn't even know that someone entered the venue. "oh hey" It's one of seungcheol's friends. "what are you doin-" "what are you doin-" they ask at the same time and stop when they realize. "-here" she said and they laughed lightly.
He went forward to where yoora sat and joined her. They sat in silence, in cool breezes as their feets collect by the water. "I thought-" "you thought there was no one around this time?" he successfully cut her words. "Well seems like someone can read my mind that's kinda creepy, are you a telepathist by chance mr. Jeon wonwoo?" She spit out some joke to cool down the awkward air. He chuckled at her question. "wait..? i think i am tho i should check and ask my mom" they laughed when he played along with her joke.
The awkward air suddenly dominating the venue back.(help they look so awkward) "Are you okay?" he broke the silence. That question taken her back. Feeling like there's slumped in the back of her throat, preventing her from letting out the three deceive words that keep on deceiving herself. "i'm okay" yoora blinks at him a few times and smiles.
"I've seen you in so many top student classes but how stupid are you?" a small yet unpleasant frown stiff on her face, she slapped his arm "hey that's rude of you four eyes jerk!" she laughs lightly. He makes the 'aw' face, "I'm glad that i made you smile and laugh, cause i've been seeing you having a gloomy face this day" that's so sweet of him, but his word made her realize that damn she look so pathetic.
"It's because of seungcheol right?" she doesn't say anything but her emotions finally turn back on, assessing the situation with her heart and not with her brain. The smily yoora now turns back into gloomy yoora. He noticed that her face turns into gloomy and unpleasant, "i'm sorry, if you don't want to tal-" "no no it's okay don't be sorry" it's not like she doesn't want to talk about it, she somewhat want to forgot about it but when she thinks about it again the topic is hardly to avoid.
Because everyone in this school knew how close seungcheol are with yoora. Everytime some students see yoora with a gloomy face they will ask "yoora why so gloomy? It's because of seungcheol right?" she will say "yes that jerk give me a fucking alive frog" or bla bla bla but this time when people ask her about that she badly wants to avoid the question.
"i know you didn't talk to him after he got closer to hanyoung till today" yoora feels like crying. "he's a shit by the way," she looked at him "everytime i asked him "where is yoora? aren't you always with her?" he will answer"i don't know maybe she's somewhere around the school" with unpleasant face, man i wish i could beat his handsome face up how could he do that to you after everything you did to-" "okay okay hey enough he's your best friend tho" she cut him and giggle. "yeah you were right," he looked at her "but hey i made him happy isn't that something good to archieve as a best friend?"
"So that he can dump his own best friend that is WAS the reason for the happiness itself?" she went silent. He was right.
"Yoora" his deep voice ringing in her ears when he calls her softly.
"Yoora look at me," She faced him. She flinched when wonwoo reach her hand and patted it softly.
"Think of yourself first before the others." "If you need me i will be there for you" "Cheer up"
WHOOT WHOOT WHAT IS GOING AWN BETWEEN WONU AND YOORA????<KJNBHSVigwvc anw guys it's kinda late but happy new yearrRRRRrrr readers <33 i just recovered from my high fever i catch a cold on new year and MY PHONE BROKE FUCK IFIYTULFVCUGSF(what a great year to start) im doing this on my laptop lmao i feel shit btw HAVE YOU GUYS SEEN SEVENTEEN DON QUIXOTE LIVE ON GDA YESTERDAY???? CUZ FUCVKJHVKCFYXYKUF???" 0=[;/';CSJYFGQBV:IYD*@&TP&(GIUT JEON WONWOO WATAHEL I FEEL ALIVE AND UNBORN AGAIN AFTer SEEING THE PERFORMANCE thats it yeah im sorry for the late update lol AND AGAIN thankyou for reading and stay if you found this book :]]] see you on the next chapter! <3
