that one Cupid

1. Back to when I was a human

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Yes, I'm not a human, I'm a cupid!
The reason why I'm cupid is so simple and complicated at the same time, let me just tell you that it's a punishment. Punishment for something I did in my past life, which was also my first life.
I always was a quiet child, I barely even spoke to parents, but at least I was nice and kind. I only had one friend tho, her name was Mary. We met when we were young, somewhere at the park, cause it was a very small village, so people met easily. She also was a quiet girl, we kinda got along easily. But only when we were alone, otherwise, she always changed her personality depend on who she was with, and only I knew the real "her". We were maybe 10-13 at the time, it was late afternoon, so me and Mary decided to make picnic at the forest, near the lake. My mom baked cookies, and we went out. After like half and hour after eating all the cookies, Mary stood up and went to wash her hands, so I followed. When we were at the lake, it was almost dark, and I heard Mary say, "You're useless, stop trying your best". It kinda hit my heart, but I tried to convince her that it's not true. I loved myself, and was proud of most things I did. We started arguing. Than she just told me something, something I don't remember, and the last memory was of me pushing her head to the lake, where she hit it at the rock, and than I drowned her, and ate her heart. I let the body down the lake, and left. When I came home, I couldn't remember anything I've done, and since that, I always said that when it was getting late, I told her to go home, but she wanted to stay a little longer so I just left her there. I memorized all of this after my other friend told me in the next dimension.

So, let me tell you a thing. Remember when I said that being cupid is a punishment? When you die in your first life, you get a choice, if you done something as such as a brutal murder at young age, you'll get chosen between the punishment, or hell, but there's no way out of it, so I chose punishment, and there I was, woke up in a humans world, with wings and horns. It felt weird at first, but I got used to it easily. The rules were simple, I got some limited time to pick two or more people to fall in love in each dimension, and if I don't, hell. The worst thing about that all is that I was lonely, couldn't find anyone to love, anyone to talk to, since humans are not allowed to see cupids. Okay okay, sometimes I show myself, when I find an interesting couple, which sadly only happens rarely. But when it does happen, I always have a lot of fun, at least for some time. The casual time is around 2-3 years, depending on the complication of each dimension. Makes sense. It gives me the feeling I can't feel normally
I've been to a lot of dimensions, I don't even remember my age anymore, but I might be over 200 years old. In each dimension the age of my body change, so I can fit the story, even tho you can't see me most of the time. OH AND! Did I mention that cupids don't make people fall in love? We just pick soulmates, than they meet, but it's only on them if they end up together. I've never seen another cupid tho, but I suppose that there are way more of us cause, It's not only me who have done bad stuff. It actually make sense I can't see other cupids, cause we all can hide, and it's only rare to see a cupid, how I've said. I really want to meet another cupids someday tho.

The last dimension I've been to was quite interesting, I had to make two men fall in love, it was quite difficult cause they "hated" each other, but I did successful job. At the end, I just jumped of a building, since my time ran out. WELL- the reason why I jumped of that building was different but, you get what I mean. When the time runs out, all you have to do is, just sit and wait until you'll just teleport to another dimension. It's simple....

To be continued