Did you think i liked you? Angst

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by Robertcarlylesbitch

by Robertcarlylesbitch

A/N: Angst as requested I may update more so late at night and the updates will not be consistent. Btw idk if skrunkly is a boy or a girl soooo.

From Y/Ns pov:

Me and micah had been talking for a few weeks. Mine and his date went well if we can even call it that. It felt more like a sleepover, we stayed up late and watched movies. He stayed for a week but it felt like a day. So now me and him are just back to chatting online. Even if it was over text it felt perfect. I never trusted perfect but I'm letting my guard down for him. I've been talking to a therapist for a while and they say letting someone in will help me. And it has, he's everything to me he makes me feel so many things.

Micah: Hey angellllll
Y/N: Hey Micahhhhh
Micah: Whatcha up to other than missing me of course.
Y/N: Why would I miss you
Micah: So mean :[
Y/N: :]
Y/N: Well what are you up to.
Micah: Nothing much playing with skrunkly. He misses you usually
Y/N: Awwww tell skrunkly I miss them!
Micah: Why can't you tell them yourself. Click the icon angel. :3

You click his icon and in all his egotistical glory is Micah yujin. Just seeing him made your heart quicken. You smiled "Where's skrunkly?" You asked, you couldn't see them in frame. He smiles at you "Right here!" Skrunkly is picked up off the floor. Their placed on the table and stare at you. "AWWW my wittle bawby" you cooed. He laughed at you "Oh my God! Are you baby talking my cat." You turned red and sputtered out "No! A demon overtook my body!" Micah makes a cross with his fingers. "Be gone demon! Christ and skrunkly compel you!" He laughs out. You pretend to fall out of your chair. "Is the demon gone angel?"

You peek up against the table. And see him laughing, a huge grin across his face. "I love your laugh. It's cute" you cooed out and laugh. "Wanna know whats cute angel? You" he winks and smiles. Your face felt warm you sat back on your seat. "I mean I could say the same thing about you." You smile and his face goes red. Skrunkly jump onto the table breaking the silence. The cat meows and stretches. "Awwww such a cutie" you smile at skrunkly. "Me or the cat?" Micah says. His voice is smooth and kind. He runs his fingers through his hair. "Both" you say smiling. Whenever you talk to him you can't help but smile. Skrunkly stares into the camera so you stare back. And for minute both of you guys are just staring at each other. "Am I a third wheel now?" Micah says. The cat jumps off the table "you scared off skrunkly. I might aswell block you." You huff out and pretend to be angry.

"Oh no please angel! Don't" he pretend to cry. "I beg of thee don't blocketh me my dear" he dramatically sighs. "No. We are not doing this weird roleplay thing!" He smiles at you. "Ohhh you're into roleplay? Note taken angel. Didn't know you were into things like that" you blush. Your bell for work rings, "Oh sorry Micah I have to go. I'll see ya!" He makes a heart with his hands. "Byeeeee" you hang up and sigh.

Next day

Y/N: Hola
Micah: Damn baby didn't know you were bisexual
Y/N: Bilingual?
Micah: oh.
Micah: oopsie daisy.
Y/n: I should buy you a dictionary.
Micah: I wouldn't use is :]
Y/N: what if I put photos of me in it
Micah: I'd use is for other things ;]
Y/N: Omg you fucking pervert
Micah: you love it.
Micah: Don't you?
Y/N: maybe

Micah wishes to FaceTime you
Decline Accept

You smile wide and hit accept. He's twirling in his chair. "Heyyyyy angellll" he extends his words. Anytime he calls you that sweet nickname it feels almost hypnotic. "Hey loser" you say back. He gasps "A loser? How about another hacking challenge! Whoever loses is well. The loser!" He smiles at you. "DEAL" you say with a smile. Something pops on your screen.

Enter password: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

'Long ass password' You thought to yourself. You type an A in.

Enter password: _ _ _ A_ _ A _ _ _ _ _

You think to yourself and type in a Y.

Enter password: Y_ _ A_ _ A _ _ _ _ _

You type in a B.

5 tries left. You type in an O

Enter password: YOU A_ _ A _ O_ _ _

Then a U, maybe the first words you.

You make a meh face and type in the rest.

Enter password: YOU ARE A LOSER

password accepted.

He smiles, "well you just won your prize!" You smile "And what is it?" You smile. You place your chin on your hand.

Micah wishes to send a gift.

Decline. Accept.

You hit accept and a photo of skrunkly in a dinosaur outfit pops up. "Oh my God how cute!" You say with a smile. "You're cuter" he winks and smiles. You close the photo. "Do you really think I'm cute micah" you smile. Finally this is your chance to tell him. "Yeah I like your nose, and your eyes and your hair." You blush at his words. "Well I like you" you laugh as you tell him. "I don't know if it's weird but you're cute, and nice and..so funny. You make me feel like no one else has before and I love it. I love you" you smile and his face drops. Your heart stops and you get scared. "You...love me?" He says unsurely. "Yeah I mean I thought you liked me. You were so flirty and so nice I just thought-" he cuts you off. He laughs "HAHAHAHAH oh my God. You actually thought I liked you. I thought you knew I was joking, you actually-" he was still laughing. Infact he was out of breath. He was cackling and it hurt to see.

Even skrunkly smiled at you, tears formed in your eyes. "Im sorry but like, why would I ever romantically like you. You're a mess, I mean have you seen your room. Total trash and wow, don't get me started on your personality. All you do is make fun of me and you think id like that. What a joke" he was laughing. You couldn't take it anymore. You hung up but it's like his laughter was ringing in your ears. Tears poured out your eyes an they wouldn't stop. You fell onto your bed and cried into your pillow. Maybe you were right ti not trust love. Maybe you just were capable of actually feeling it. After this you can't talk to Micah, you can't talk to anyone. You walked to the bathroom and looked at yourself. He's right, you're a mess. An unlovable disgusting mess who would EVER love someone like you.

A/N: Ur all cool this is a fic ur chill and everyone loves yall. Sorry for taking so long happy holidays yall!