*TRIGGER WARNING - mentions of depression and suicide*


I remember the first time

People heard of my overdose attempt

Worry clouded their eyes

Thoughtlessly asking "are you okay?"

Shock seemed to steal their common sense


Because no

I am not okay

Otherwise I would not have tried

To create an anchor of pills

And sink it in my stomach


I just wish

People realised

You don't have to look sad

To carry an ocean in your stomach

An ocean that has once been filled with anchors





car radio by twenty one pilots.



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