hello im back again this time im back two art merry chirstmas !! :D
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THE SECOND pic is me irl with my hair down
im sorry for the second pic hand looks weird >o<
anways the reason why i didnt return for a while is because my school and test it stress me so much and stress make me forget things or what i have to do so yeah and also i found a bag instant coffee mix ^^
i had two test the first i failed history but i think is math in second i heacking hate myself for forgeting the ;math formular TOT why did god make me so forgetful?? i might as well just sell half of kidney to someone that really needs it rather me since i will not even have a purpose in my life to even feel like desevre it i feel like i took someone life away that can save people and im changing classes which is bad then i will not see my friends which is good but bad since im making friend and i need to have it or else i will not understand i bad at following oders since i am slow learner im not good at remembering i dont why life give me such a hard end of stick now i feel like im getting compared to my old self i wish i could just go back and just stop myself from getting distarced i feel like people all because of something why is it im just teen and im not even the old teen i mean pre teen like 12 or 13 if we go to next year and i feel i want to kill myself i wish i could just rip my skin out i feel i should but i dont at the same why cant life just let me live in happy stress free rather than senting to hell where teacher dont even be trusted i am just mentally deranged i dont know how to feel killing myself felt like the answers but not at the same and the sad thing i dont have anymore mefar coffee cookies anymore TNT i really love that kind cookie and now i have none anymore because my fat ass dumb fucking ugly disgusting self eat it all in one go
oh and also here is my old art >v<
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i feel alittle bit better now tho since i rant it out but i still am overthinking about my math test and also i got to eat my favorite food yesterday >W<
