Why us

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"For example, I like reading or-."

"Or what?"Hunter said

"Or I really love when no one interrupts me when I'm talking." How can he be so selfish?

"Ok shorty see you later."he said and left. why does he ask me something and then immediately leave ?"God I hate him." I said. "Don't lie to yourself."Chris said leaning against the wall. "What?" I asked confused . "Please, you know very well that you care about him."Chris said.

"No, believe me he is the last person I care about."He's seriously the last person I care about. Harper and Hunter have known each other since they were little and she said he was never like that. I have also known him for a few years, but he never treated me like this either, when I met him he was so nice, he was interested in how others were doing, he always thought of others and not himself, but for the last 2 years he withdrew into himself and also he is selfish now he doesn't care about anyone anymore.

But it really annoys me that he behaves like this because I miss the old him, how I laughed with him, our trips we went on together, how we only went out together because we didn't need anyone else, or how we went to the forest together for a walk and then we walked there for 2.5 hours because we couldn't find a way out of the forest and because there was no signal, we were screwed .I miss all this.

But he never told anyone what happened, why did he start behaving like that, I always wondered why? Why did he suddenly stop talking to all the people he cared about? Why did he stop talking to me? After everything we went through. He dumped me and everyone else and started hanging out with strange people that I've never seen here he started drinking and smoking and just completely changed he changed into his worst version. But after those 2 years of how he treated me, I really don't care how he is.

"So, don't you want something to drink?"Chris asked me.

"Yeah,but i need something stronger." I said.

Me and Chris had a shot and then we went together to the others where we chatted with them but then Chris and I chatted only together, we chatted about everything about our former relationships and it was a bit of a weird topic because my ex was a bit  crazy but he and his ex weren't doing much better either from what I heard. But we also talked about family .

"My family is not exactly exemplary." I said.

"Why is that ?" He asked me.

"Because they were never around.". "They were often on business trips so I was never very close to them." I told him.

This is quite a sensitive topic for me because I never had the relationship with my parents that everyone else has with theirs, my parents never saw me take my first steps or when I started to speak for the first time or when I learned to ride a bike or when I started  going to school, all these things that others experienced with their parents, I experienced with nannies.

I felt my leg start to shake, it happens a lot when I'm nervous, it's one of my bad habits.

"What about your family?" I asked him .
"My family is great, my parents do everything so that my sister and I have everything we want, so my family is great."He replied and smiled at me.

"I think we should go somewhere sometime."Chris said."I also think that-."

"Ell! Ell I need your help !!"