"I guess you found someone, Sayori"

Chapter 1.. heartsbreaking

There will probably be added triggering topics, so I'll make sure to warn you guys on it !<3

I was casually sitting at my desk waiting for class to end ... it was quite odd? Why wasn't Sayori neither Natsuki here? Oh well then.. a few moments went by & class finally ended, i got up from my desk & went straight to Yuri asking if she's seen those two "Hey, Yuri?" I looked concerned at Yuri, then she turned to me & replied with "Oh, hello Monika! What's the matter?" Yuri looked at me with a confused expression, for a moment i just stood there in silent but then Yuri woke me back to reality. "Monika? Hello?" Waving her hand against my face. "Ah-! Oh right! Sorry!" I felt embarrassment inside of me.. "Haha, don't worry." Yuri smiled at me, i looked around once more then asked, "Have you seen Sayori & Natsuki? They haven't been in class I'm guessing you noticed too, I thought you would maybe know?"

"Sadly I don't know Monika, & yes I've noticed it too. Its quite odd i agree, i was gonna ask Natsuki if they wanted to bake with me after school..." Yuri's expression changed to sadness, well that's a shame. "Well thank you anyways, Yuri" with a smile towards her, i decided to leave the classroom after that. I kinda gave up a bit & decided to go behind the school, why? I usually go there to have my own time to think. Silly of me i know, though i had nowhere to go. Though.. exactly when i turned to the side.. I saw two people. It was Sayori & Natsuki, i was gonna call out their name but then..it hit me. I just stood there, with widen eyes, it felt like my heart was breaking into pieces. Natsuki holding Sayori's waist, Sayori's arms around Natsuki's head.. they were, kissing. I still stood there not making a sound, i felt tears coming out of my eyes, the blurriness. I couldn't stay quiet anymore.

I ran away the fastest i could away from there, i may be a bit overdramtic, but you don't understand. I've loved her for years, who may you ask? Sayori. She made me the happiest, she forgave me of the multiple mistakes I've made. The amount of times I've hurt her, she forgave me, she loved me like no one else would ever do. I went back inside of the school building meeting up with Yuri. "Oh my..Monika? Are you alright?? What happened?" I couldn't stop crying. It was too painful for me to take, I thought she also felt the same. "I saw Sayori & Natsuki kissing behind the school... it hurts Yuri, I've loved her for so long. Why must this happen?" i tried calming down while Yuri looked shocked at me, she had no words. This is where it begins, my life ending up differently now...

A few days pasted by that day, Monika was still devastated. She hasn't been at school for about a week, she needed time to think for herself.

I just laid on my bed, I've forgotten that i had school. I've been gone for a whole week, what the hell.. It still hurts though. "Now what the hell Monika, now you need to stop overreacting & go back to school." I spoke to myself, i got up from my bed & started putting my clothes on, i decided to go down stairs getting something to eat. After i headed out it was raining, great.. such a lovely day, but i didn't bother so i walked in the rain towards school. When i got inside i went straight to my classroom opening the door & went inside. People were looking at me, I didn't look at anyone except for the teacher. "Oh..Monika um, you're late." She just looked at me in shock, how was this even shocking? I ignored the teacher & took my sit, i was soaking wet but it was nothing. I noticed Sayori looking at me with a worrying expression, i ignored her. I didn't want to deal with anything right now. So i fell asleep in class. A few minutes later someone woke me up, & it was..oh, Sayori. "Monika, I've been so worried about you. You were gone for a week! What happened to you!?" She spoke in a concerning tone. I wanted to ignore her, but I couldn't she was already here.

"Um, uh.." what the hell am i even supposed to reply with? "Nah i saw you & pinkie pie kissing so now I'm depressed 🥰🥰" no.

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