"How could you say something like that! What's happened to you!" yelled Zayn. He was mad and not for the first time was yelling at me. Zayn and I are best friends and we never used to fight at least not until he started dating her. Jamie North, strajght bright blonde hair, brown eyes, plastic surgery nose and fake boobed Jamie North. Aka Jamie the slut of North London. She hated me and knowing about my secret love for Zayn decided to make my life a living hell by slowly making Zayn see me as horrible jealous and mean. She would make it out like I had hurt her with my words or if I stepped on her toes on accident shed say I did it on purpose. Now look I may have been jealous but I'm not about to do something that would hurt or upset Zayn in anyway, one because he's my best friend, two because I'm in love with him, and three he's always been there when I needed him most and put up with everything I did or said.
To think he could forget everything that we've been through together and actually yell scream and accuse me of trying to hurt someone shows how much power she has over him. Power which has made it hard for me, especially now when she's sobbing into his arms because I told him the truth. Jamie was cheating and I told him but she over heard and accused me once again of being jealous and wanting to break them up because I hated her and wanted her to suffer. The worst bit is Zayn believed her.
"Zayn why would I-"
"You know what Allanna?" he demanded "I thought that you actually cared for me! To think all this time you've been faking!" that stung. He had known me and been my best friend since we were in diapers, how long had he been dating her? Three months.
"I do care about you!" I yelled raising my voice now too. "She's the one who doesn't!"
"Yeah sure! Jamie loves me! While you only care about yourself!" he yelled "I knew you were selfish but I never thought you'd stoop so low as too make up a lie as horrible as that!"
"SELFISH!" I shrieked getting angry for the first time, sure I'd been annoyed frustrated and upset but never really steaming I want to punch you mad at Zayn before.
"A true friend would want me to be happy all you think about is yourself!" he bellowed he didn't even see Jamie's smirk as she stood behind him.
It just got worse from there until.
"I don't even know why we're friends!" he yelled "I cant stand you! I-i-i hate you!" my delicate heart already cracked and breaking let out a cry of agony as it finally shattered into tiny little fragments. "You know what get out! Go I don't ever wanna see you're face again! It would have been better if you had just died with you're parents!"
Of all the things Zayn ever could have said there are two that could have destroyed me and he had said both. Zayn seemed to realize what he had said for his eyes widened. I felt as though I was falling, falling into a deep dark hole. The boys who had been watching on in silence unable to do anything looked dumb struck.
"Allanna I-I didn't-" Zayn struggled for words and reached for me. I was frozen his words ringing in my ears. When his fingers touched me it hit.
"No!" I screamed wrenching myself away from him. Zayn looked as though he was in agony as shaking I backed away from him.
"Allanna-" he couldn't speak for I screamed no again. I stumbled and almost fell but caught myself in time.
"You think I should have! Then as you wish! I'll vanish! It'll be just like I had died!" I yelled and not even remembering to grab my coat or put on my shoes I ran out the door. I raced through the wet streets ignoring how my socks became soaked and muddy ignoring cars that beeped at me. I ran and ran until I tripped falling onto the pavement. I don't know where I was. Pain and images flashed before my eyes Zayns words ringing in my ears along with a roaring and cracking noise and my mothers screams. I pulled myself to a brick wall and burst into tears crying hysterically I wrapped my arms around my legs and screamed into my knees my cries of agony going unnoticed in the rain that poured down from the sky.
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