One direction sick/hurt oneshots

Harry demands cuddles

Last part of the mini series! The other chapters are the fight, the band breaks up, Liam hangs out with the wrong crowd and Liam cuts.

Word count: 1677

Liam's view:

Liam had to admit he felt a little better after talking to Harry but not much it didn't take long before Liam felt like crap again.
He sighed softly tossing his phone aside he didn't want to see what else was being said about him he knew it was just getting worst and wrost.
He starred at the blood dripping down his arm he knew he told Harry he'd do his best not to cut anymore but he lied he grabbed his knife cutting his wrist 5 more times before switching to his other wrist cutting that wrist 10 times. He wasn't gonna lie he felt much better after doing that.
He knew that harry was gonna be even more disappointed in him but at least he didn't break his promise he said he would try not to cut himself and he did he just failed in that attempt. He forced himself up off the bathroom floor before he made his way to his bedroom he didn't really care that he was leaving a blood trail behind he didn't really care about much at the moment.

He was just done caring all together everytime he opened himself up to care about something or someone it bites him in the ass he was tried of feelings like this he was tried of the pain sometime he wished he never would of went back to the x-factor like Simon told him when he was 14.
Once Liam made his way back to his room he collapsed on the bed not caring if the blood got on the sheets.
He knew that it would be a long time before anyone would be back in London he was slightly hoping that he'd bleed out before anyone made it home. After a few moments of starring at his ceiling he slowly fell asleep.

Harry's view:

The whole flight home Harry was worrying about his friend he knew Liam had cut himself a habit he knew Liam did when he was younger but had managed to kick that urge to the curve but now harry was scared to death that Liam wouldn't be able to fight the urges this time.
He was actually surprised that it took this long for Liam to finally break the last 6 months had been hard on both of them not only did one direction call it quits for a while but Niall and Louis turned against them. That broke harry he thought the boys would be his friends forever but now the only one that was in his life still was Liam he was the only one left.
He couldn't loose Liam he just couldn't. After a couple more hours harry was rushing into his and Liam's shared placed. He quickly threw the door open tossing his bags aside "LIAM!" yelled Harry he felt himself panic when he didn't hear his friend "LIAM! PLEASE ANSWER ME!" yelled Harry running up the stairs quickly making his way to Liam's room he felt his heart stop when he saw Liam on his bed "no no no" harry whispered rushing to Liam's side he grabbed a shirt off Liam's desk quickly riping it in half wrapping both of Liam's wrists. "Baby no" harry whispered once he saw how bad the cuts were he felt his heart break the only thing that kept him somewhat calm was Liam's strong heartbeat.

People always thought there lives were perfect but they weren't they always felt overworked by releasing the albums back to back to back it was incredibly hard on the 5 boys not to mention dealing with the fans was sometimes intense especially when it came to hate if one of the boys did anything wrong that group of fans went after them with the most hateful things they could think of they said it. And the last thing that was hard on them was being away from there homes and love ones most people don't seem to understand when they left to join the X-factor they never came home.
Not really.

Harry placed his hand on Liam's cheek gently rubbing Liam's cheek "wake up Payno" harry whispered he felt a weak smile as Liam's eyes started to show movement underneath his eyelids "hey Liam" he said softly as Liam's eyes finally opened "harry?" Liam asked softly "I'm here" harry said squeezing Liam's hand "I'm sorry" Liam whispered closing his eyes again "will get through it we always do but until then let's go to the living room so I can clean your cuts before the other boys get here" harry said Liam nodded allowing harry to help him up the two boys made there way back downstairs.

Liam's view:

Once the two of them were back downstairs harry went to the bathroom to grab the first aid kit while liam made his way to the couch. "I am sorry harry" he repeated himself he hated that he has caused his younger friend so much pain because of his actions Harry let out a sigh sitting down on the footstool pulling out what he needed from the first aid kit "I know you are Liam the important thing is your still here with us still here with me" harry said squeezing Liam's hand before he unwrapped the shirt he ripped he gently cleaned up Liam's cuts before putting new gaze on Liam's wrist. Once both of Liam's wrist were clean and wrapped up harry got up sitting on the couch next to Liam pulling the older boy into his arms "I love you so much Liam" harry whispered resting his head against Liam's "I love you too" Liam whispered he hated that he caused so much pain not only for harry but for the rest of the boys because despite the history and bad blood that was between the boys at the moment he knew they were just as worried and concerned about him.

"I'll try to be stronger" Liam said after a moment of silence Harry shook his head "your already one of the strongest people I know Liam it's okay that you had a setback will get through it together " harry said kissing Liam's cheek.
"Together " Liam said softly with a soft smile. The moment was interrupted by knocking on there door. "That's the boys" harry said forcing himself up from the couch making his way to the door answering it. "Hey" harry said softly stepping aside letting Louis, Niall and Zayn into there apartment. "Hey Liam" Louis said softly making his way to Liam's other side sitting down next to him Louis let out a sharp breathe when he noticed Liam's wrist "Liam" Louis said his voice breaking as he gently picked up Liam's hand looking at the bandages.

"Did we do this?" asked Niall his voice breaking as he sat down on the floor in front of Liam's feet while harry sat back down next to Liam while Zayn sat on the footstool. Liam offered Niall a weak smile "no Niall you guys didn't cause this this was all me" Liam admitted "don't do that don't lie to us Payno" Zayn said his voice breaking as well. Liam felt horrible when he looked at Zayn and saw that he was crying as well as Niall "I don't know what you want me to say" Liam said with a sigh.

"We know we added to this Liam" Louis whispered "I'm sorry that me and Niall were horrible to you and Harry we didn't handle the break well and that's on us not you or harry us" Louis said squeezing Liam's hand his own blue eyes filling with tears. Liam hated that he was the reason that all his friends were crying he hated that they were feeling so much pain all because of him. "Hey don't do that" harry said smacking Liam's shoulder "don't do what?" asked Liam "don't act stupid Liam we know you well enough to know when your blaming yourself " Zayn said with a sigh.

"You've always taken care of us Liam your our daddy direction you've been taking care of us for the last 5 years " Niall said softly resting his hands on Liam's knees "it's what I know" Liam admitted resting his head on harrys shoulder allowing the younger boy to comfort him he let his eyes close when harry ran his fingers through Liam's hair. "Well now it's our turn to take care of you and we're gonna be by your side the whole damn time" Zayn said determinedly.

"I know our realtionships need work Liam we know that but will make it up to you I wanna fix our friendship and when both you and Harry are ready we'd love to get one direction back together" Louis said softly running his hand up and down Liam's back smiling as Liam leaned into his touch it warmed Louis heart that after everything bad that happened between them that Liam trusted him enough to trust his touch wouldn't hurt him.
"Only when your ready" Niall added wanting to make sure Liam didn't feel rushed. "I seriously doubt the fans would want me back you guys according the the fans I killed 1D" Liam said with a sigh.

"Fuck those fans the ones that really matter will be by outside when we come back" Niall whispered Liam nodded he knew he would have a tough road of recovery in front of him but he knew he'd make it like he always did and he knew with the boys and his family behind his back he would overcome this just like he always did because he wanted to prove that his demons would not win.
He was stronger.

Thats it! I had fun writing this mini series within in the series I hope you all like it. Let me know what you think.