"Love me" Bakugou x reader

Chapter 1

"Hey Y/n, your shift is over! you can head home now, I'll close the restaurant." The manager of the restaurant Y/n worked in called out from the storage room. 

She got into the locker room and changed from the work uniform into a hoodie and sweatpants, Y/n grabbed her bag and walked into the storage room to meet the manager. He was arranging a few boxes according to their production date. The manager stopped as he noticed her walk up to him.

"Alex, Could you please give me my salary, I need to pay the rent and the landlord won't shut up." Y/n said looking at him, her eyes filled with sorrow. Alex knew the situation she lived in and he helped as much as possible. 

"Of course Y/n, you work too much and stay overtime. You know that is not necessary." Alex stated as he walked to the counter taking 300 bucks from the register and handing it over to the said girl. 

"It's fine, It is better than staying home." Y/n said as she bid farewell and left the restaurant. She walked along the empty streets and along a few dark alley ways. Y/n looked to her sides and noticed tall buildings, it was the resident apartments. She always wished for a house like this.

 Memories started flooding Y/n's mind as she walked across these streets, the same streets where once she was left all alone, all alone to thrive on her own. Y/n was mad at her parents, she didn't know why they left her to die...... Y/n pushed these thoughts to the back of her head as she looked up at the sky, She once promised herself that she will never think about what happened in the past. Y/n has a future, a goal to complete. 

~flashback~

"Oh my god Y/n! can't you do anything right?" Y/n's mom yelled at her as she looked at the broken vase that laid on the floor beside little Y/n's  legs.

Y/n's legs were bleeding due to the sharp piece of ceramic that pierced into her leg while the vase fell, but her mom doesn't seem to take mind of that. She just yells at the child for making a mess and breaking the family heirloom.

"I-I am sorry mom, I was j-just playing and I accidentally crashed into the table." Y/n said in the middle of tears.

"God damn it Y/n, I am NOT going to clean up after you, go take the broom from the kitchen and clean this mess up before your dad comes home." Mrs. L/n demanded.

"but, mommy my legs hurt." Y/n tried saying as she looked at the floor below you that is now covered in her own blood.

"I don't give a fuck about that Y/n, If your father sees this, I am gonna be the one who is going to get in trouble. Clean this mess up and then go find yourself a band aid." Y/n's mother told as she walked away to her room, which was already occupied by a man who visits your mother often. Y/n didn't know who he was and when she asked her mom, she would say it is a friend of hers. She also asked her to not tell this to her father or else she will spank her.

Being the naive 5 year old, Y/n didn't know what to do, so she walked to the kitchen with her bloody legs and grabbed the broom to clean the mess. The broom soaked up her blood and drenched the wooden floors with thick red liquid. 

After what seemed like forever all the broken ceramic pieces were thrown to the dustbin, but the blood stain on the floor remained, so little Y/n took a wet cloth and started cleaning the floor. Just then she heard the apartment door unlock, it was her father, he was 3 hours early from work. 

Mr. L/n was shocked to see this sight before him, his 5 year old daughter drenched in blood, kneeling down cleaning a red liquid from the floor. He called out to his wife, but he couldn't hear a response, so he called again, yet there was no reply. He walked up to his child, and asked her what happened and you told him how the vase broke and how your mom is in the bedroom. He helped Y/n get up and washed away the blood from her legs and wrapped up his daughter's wounds. He then walked up to his bedroom to get the shock of a lifetime.

Y/n's father walked into the room, seeing his wife on the bed with a man moaning and screaming out of pleasure. Mr. L/n seemed shook, he closed the door and walked to the couch and put his head down.

"Papa...what happened with mommy, and who is that man?" Y/n asked your father.

"Mamma is gonna come out now darling....you wait."

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A few days after this incidence Y/m's parents got a divorce. Her dad and mom left her, saying she reminded them of each other and that she were a burden. The police didn't know what to do and Y/n's grandparents didn't accept her. so she was sent to the orphanage.

~End of flashback~

Y/n shook the thoughts away as she walked further.

Y?n soon reached the building she lived in, It was nothing like the tall, fancy buildings she just saw. The building she lived in was on the outskirts of the Musutafu city, a rather shabby, bare looking apartment with chipped off paint from the walls and staircases that made screeching sounds as she walked up to her flat. Once Y/n reached the second floor, she noticed her landlord wait in front of her flat. Y/n were confused but decided to walk up to him.

"Ahh, Y/n! your here." The 40 year old man with a huge scar on his face and a cigarette in his mouth exclaimed as he saw her walk up to him.

"What do you want Kagero?" Y/n asked as she tried to walk past him and open the door to her room.

"I need the rent you owe me." Kagero said as he put his hand on the wall beside Y/n's head.

"I am short on a 100 yen. If you could give me 2 days more, I could give the money to you." Y/n said.

"Ahh dear Y/n, the same lame excuse everyday." He said as he came closer to her.

"Please Kagero, give me time." Y/n said.

"Listen darling, you don't have to give me a single cent, just....just let me have you, I will be done in 5 minutes." Kagero said as he brought his face up to her neck and sniffed the girl between her arms. His hands slid down her waist and tried grabbing her ass.

Y/n could let him undress her right here, right now under the moonlight and she wouldn't have to worry about the rent anymore, but instead she pushed him away and took the 300 yen from herr purse and threw it at his face.

Kagero flinched and it gave Y/n enough time to get into her flat and lock the door.

"You escaped this time princess, but you were just lucky. Next time you will be in my bed, helpless." He said from behind the door. Y/n felt hot tears run down her cheeks as she slid down, her back facing the door. she grabbed her legs and buried her face into her knees as she screamed. Y/n didn't know why this was happening to her. She wanted to die, She wanted to get away from all this, She were such a mess. 

She got up and walked to her room, entering the washroom. Y/n removed her clothes and opened the drawer beside the shower. She took out her favorite knife and and sat inside the shower and turned up the temperature of the water as hot as it could get. Y/n took the knife to her hands and looked at the old scars on her wrists and forearms. Y/n's eyes followed to her thighs, it was bruised and filled with scratches and scars. She drew a line on her hand with the knife and blood started sweeping out, the water fell on your hands as blood colored the clear water, red. Y/n chuckled at the sight of her own blood going down the drain. Y/n knew this was wrong and that self harm was not an option, but the feeling of hurting herself when she can't hurt the people who hurt her is just too good.

2 hours were spent inside the shower. Y/n picked yourself up and dried, wearing a tank top with shorts. She fell on her bed. Sleep took over as Y/n closed her eyes.

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Ya'll don't do self harm please....It was necessary for the plot of the story...this is how Y/n is gonna end up meeting Bakugou so I had to add some kind of angst.

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