Neglected

Chaper 1

-Macau POV-
Don't get me wrong, I love my new family and all but lately it's felt like I'm invisible. The other day I applied for a job at a bar and yesterday I got accepted. Every time I tired to tell hia he said to wait that he's busy. I get it but it hurts when he has time for Pete and Venice but not for me anymore. We used to be so close and now we barely talk

- Normal POV -
Pete was cooking dinner for the family when Macau came rushing through the front door with a huge smile. " P'Pete have you seen hia? " Macau practically shouted. " He had a meeting with Kinn he should be home by dinner. Why do you need something?" " actually I applied for a job at a bar near by and got selected!" Macau replied

" A bar eh? You know Vegas probably won't let you, even if your father is dead your hia still has many enemies."this took Macau's smile off his face. " ya I guess but it's really close and you or Vegas or someone could check up on me or something can't you?" Pete sighed. " talk to Vegas first " as Macau was leaving he saw Venice suddenly appeared beside Pete as he was cooking.

Macau was already half way to his room when he heard Pete call for him and ask him to prepare Venice's milk since Pete was busy
cooking. Even though Macau was tired he still did the what was asked

-Macau POV -
I didn't know how long I was to hear it to so I put the timer to the microwave on for 1 minute. P'Pete seemed busy with Venice so I didn't bother asking. Just as the timer was done hia arrived home. I rushed to the dinning table and sat down in a rurry and maybe I should've paid more attention to closing the lid to the bottle.

Venice forgot about his milk but half way through dinner as I was about to tell hia about my job he asked for milk. As I called hia's name and began to tell him Venice suddenly shouted and started crying. Hia completely ignored me and rushed to Venice. Turns out I heated it up too much and he burn his tongue and some fell on his shirt.

Since hia saw me heating it up before he started yelling at me for being careless and hurting Venice. I could see P'Pete trying to calm hia down and explain that I made a mistake.

Hia wasn't having it though. He started saying how much of a disgrace I am for not accepting Venice into the family and how I'm lazy and never try to help around at the house.

I'll be honest I've never been more hurt and scared of hia ever. He has never yelled at me that bad before. Venice had calmed down and was in P'Petes arms. Hia started pacing around and after a few minutes he told me to get out of his sight that he doesn't want to see me.

I cried the second I entered my room. I have never been more hurt before. Hia was my safe place but now...........

A couple minutes later p'Pete came to my room. "Baby? Listen you don't have to talk just listen please" he said while softly petting my hair because he knows I like it. " Vegas was in the wrong for saying those things and I just wanna say none of what he said was true. I love Mac."
He then walked out of my room

Of course I had already taken hia's words to heart.Before I knew it I was having a panic attack. I felt suffocated and alone and selfish....

Unfortunately I started panicking more after those thoughts. I reached for my phone and called the first contact which was Kim.

Ring Ring Ring

K- hello

M- p'kim (I cried )

K- Macau? What's wrong? why are you crying so hard?

M-hia he
( I couldn't even talk without sobbing )

K-ok ok. It's ok your having a panic attack. I need you to breathe

I tired but ended up crying even harder but p'kim was patient and coached me through. It took me half an hour to calm down enough so I could talk.