The Perks of Suicide.
The summer before senior year, I killed myself. I thought everyone's lives would get better without me but they got worse.
Luke died. He committed suicide because I did. His fans on youtube were devastated. His best friends were broken. Calum was having panic attack, Michael cried himself to sleep every night and blamed himself, it hurt Ashton the most. Luke was his little brother. Ashton stayed in his room for four and a half months, never leaving he became very unhealthy and had to be rushed to the hospital, that's e only reason he left.
My mother and father had been working on their relationship. Trying to fix it for me. But since I died they went back to their old habits. Crying, arguing, drinking.
My brother quit art school and his music career and moved to Alaska, he wanted to get away from all the pain.
My nephew, Greyson, was put in foster care because his mother (my sister) left him and I was the only one there for him. But since I died. Nobody took care of him. His little three year old body became weak and sick almost killing him, until a neighbor called child protection service.
And everyone at the school was sad and mourning over us. I thought they would carry on like normal. But they had a whole new music room donated to Luke and I. On the door it says 'In loving memory of Luke Hemmings and Shailey Parker.'
Everything wasn't was I thought it would be. Everyone was sad. Me dying wasn't suppose to change anything. But I guess it changed a lot of things.
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The Perks of Suicide; l.h
Fanfiction'I killed myself the summer before senior year. So did Luke Hemmings. I was the only one who was suppose to die. He just followed along.'
